It's my Opinion, and I'm not one to mash my words...

I'm back!

2011-01-05T23:14:00.002+08:00

Well, kinda. Internet sucks so bad the blogger interface isn't loading properly and I'm actually typing in html right now ._.

Oh wait it's done!

Looks like I have 43 minutes to blog. At 0000, the internet is cut, and this will die if it's not posted.

Sheesh.

Well anyway, hostel is really not much different from what I expected. But then again, I lived here for a week before, so I roughly know what it's like.

Well, except for the crazy clustermates and pantry lanning sessions and internet blues. Which suck so bad since my mobile internet is with Vivian, and it doesn't work well on my com anyway. Somehow. Well, I guess it's fate's way of telling me to sleep at 12 (so early!)

That, or do offline work only after 12. I prefer to think of it as the latter. =D

Yes I know I'm like digressing and writing footnotes to nearly every single long sentence (and short ones too sometimes), but that's cuz I'm really typing out what I'm thinking. Sorta. Besides the other stuff that doesn't go onto blogs like wondering what tomorrow is going to be like (urgh I hate words with w within them. the damned key is not very responsive!) wait no actually that stuff can go on blogs. But there are others, like secrets and stuff I guess. But nevermind that.

Gosh I'm really talking like The Doctor sometimes. Him and his really fast speech and technical terms and precise pronunciation and all. Oh and Clar, can you pass me season 1 of supernatural? I wanted it too. Wun need it soon, since I have like a season of Dr Who to finish, but yeah I ant to rewatch all the way from the start =D

Ok back to my point(s), If I had any to begin with ( I suspect I had, but they're all gone, and I'm lazy to scroll) Something about hostel, I think it was. But nevermind, I shall talk about 2010, since Clare was pressing me to blog about it and she did 2 posts on it.

Well, 2010 was rather great. I learnt alot, and went through alot, and made alot of friends. And I also just made 3 horrid understatements. 2010 was an entire year, and through that year I went through quite a few things that I believe most only experience when they're much older, and only rarely.

I'm glad to say that I'm mostly over them, and that I've really learnt quite abit from them too. Those events really changed me for the better. And that's all I believe I need to say.

Now for happier things that I can talk about more. Maybe I should do this in nice discrete sections. Hope I have enough time, I've already spent 14 minutes rambling, 29 minutes more till the internet dies...

Shall just write whatever comes to me first. 612 I have so much to say, so I'll just put it behind so that I have time to find the right words to use as I type out for the rest.

Well, lets see. M10408 maybe? Ok shall write about that.

Before anything, thank you. So much. For everything. That you guys have done to me. (the full stops indicate a deep intake of breath and a longer than average pause normally associated ith a comma, so yeah, you guys mean alot to me)

Yes, back to my point. Thank you all. For spending the past 2 years with me. For spurring me on, for giving me people to look up to, to talk to, to be friends with, to play with, etc. (i'm really not going to bother saying everything out. I'm not like that Nishant guy, can't remember stuff very well hahah) But really, yeah, thank you. Initially I kinda liked you guys, cuz I was more or less ok with you all, seeing as I didn't really know you. (kinda stuck ith 204 alot in year 1 and 2 ._.) So yeah you were fine, (especially compared to hat Cherie felt about 305, oh the irony) and I was willing to have a change in environment, seeing as I wasn't really close to the 204 guys, for reasons that I shall not state here, even if I could totally figure them out, and cuz there were at least people I could talk to.

So yeah, I kinda was ok with you all, but I think it kinda went bad for reasons that I myself cannot and do not want to explain or remember. (kinda a combination of all 4, if you get my flow.

Oh shit I swear I saw something move behind me. and nic's asleep. sheesh I'm gonna start thinking and typing faster now....

Ok anyways yeah. I was going to do dedications, but it's a little late, cuz you guys have you own class, and it's not like we'll never see each other again (the fact that you're reading this proves tht point, but yeah whatever, I'm rambling again). But yeah. I have to say, thank you guys for making me feel, idk, wanted? loved? (ok maybe not that sounds so corny and cheesy). Whatever it is, all I know is that I felt, that I had worth. Hard to describe that feeling, and I won't try, cuz it's late, my room might be haunted, and the internet is getting cut off in 17 minutes. But yeah, t just, thank you, for all you've done. The class chalet really changed alot in the way that I saw you guys, so thank you, for letting me have good memories of 2 major years of my life here I had so much fun. I would do it all over again if I could with you all, no changes at all (well ok maybe some changes, like reducing my careless mistakes and not signing up for SMP and attachment at DSO, which I didn't really like in the end, as well as some of the things I said and did, but yeah, same people, all over again. Becuase you guys ROCK! =D

Ok I know I didn't close that bracket. Cuz I couldn't find a nice place to close it. Sorry.

Ok, what else? Well there are a few people, but I'm not gonna talk about those, cuz it's just sad. You know who you are, so yeah. I know there wer hard times, but they're over. Think positive, and know that I'll be there no matter what, so jsut give me a ring if you need me.

Ok the above para sounded so corny and cheesy, but whatever. Hmmm who now? Astro?

Yeah ok astro. Well, I doubt any of you from astro read this, but I guess I should just say this in case someone does. And I have to get it out anyway.

Thanks for everything. You guys are the best CCA ever. =D

I can't express in words how awesome it is just cracking jokes and looking at the heavens (and clouds) with you guys everytime we meet up for CCA. And training wise, thank you for listening. I know I'm not exactly a good teacher, but I try, and the fact that you guys actually ask questions really helps boost my confidence (when I can answer them ;P).

And of course, who can forget the competitions. The fun we had participating and training for them and doing the tasks for them. My memory is fuzzy, but the feelings that I have wwhen I'm with you all are so easy to remember. Thank you for making me part of the most awesome CCA ever!

Ok. I'm running outta time. 8 minutes left! (I actually think that if I do NaNoWriMo at this pace I'll finish the ethanol lake bits in like, 3 hours maybe? With time allowed for error corrections and plotting and cross referencing to parody. ROFL)

Well, I shall devote the next 6 minutes to 612! Ok more like 5 or 4 ._.

Well, time to chiong! And the tighter it gets, the more fun it is! (no I'm not into BDSM)

Well well well, 612. What can I say? You guys are just the best! I love how we're still so close after what, 7 years. Not many people can say that of their class, and for that, I thank you.

For all the jokes, all the laughter, all the crazy things and mad actions. We're all mad. But then again, the best people all are. xD

Paramore, MGs 40ish to 55ish (sorry there were so few last year compared to the year before, schedules are bad ._.), CRs IX X, XI XII (I think, can't remember what IX was.), and just all those times where we met up and jst talked and helpedeach other.

I have a minute. I have to go. But I just wanna say thank you for the past year you made it awesome for me and I love you guys so much!

The whole world stops and stares for a while

2010-12-14T07:57:00.003+08:00

Every time I think I've managed to figure someone out, they do an about turn and surprise me. Wow. Apparently I'm not as good as I would like to believe at reading people. Especially girls. Goodness ______ Why on earth?! That was a crazy thing to do! Go tell _______ that! It's not cool, not cool at all!

Ok this was really random. And it's not directed to you don't understand it. It's to my beloved uhhh. Sister? Idk. Sometimes you tell me that anyway. Heh. Dun go crazy over something liddat! Think properly! Not a small matter ya!

Though I have to say, if he could do that, it's totally worth doing the other thing for him. It's like x'mas. Exchanging gifts hee.

In other news, I'M LATE FOR ATTACHMENT AIYEEEE! HAVEN'T BATHED AND I'M STILL BLOGGING AND I STILL HAVE SO MUCH WORK SMPFFFFF DIEEEEEEE GLORIA HOMG I DOUBT YOU'LL SEE THIS BUT YEAH SO MUCH TO WRITEEEEE. RUSHRUSHRUSH

That reminded me of Crushcrushcrush. Paramore ftw (Y)

I really need to go bathe now

And It's a leap year!

2010-12-09T18:46:00.003+08:00

400th post! Not gonna post about CRII, that's still in the works. Haven't blogged for so long goodness. I blame NaNoWriMo and attachment at DSO ._.

Anyways, maybe I should do a behinds the scenes of CRXII like I did for CRV. After all, it was quite abit of work. Well, not as much as the very first, but it was crazy enough, especially a day before the Chalet itself, but I'm getting ahead of myself here, so here we go, to the beginning.

Well, CRXII really started being planned after CRV, when we decided 612 Chalets are so awesome we should make it happen again. But after that, it was just referred to as 'Chalet' and never really talked about until Dec 09 or so, when Clare and I were talking about CRs (correct me if I'm wrong anywhere Clare, the memory is hazy, but one thing stands out). I remember she was telling me which CR was going to be which and when etc, and then I said something along the lines of "heh you just want The Chalet to be number 12 right?" (ahhh ok I remember. It was at tampines Mrt maybe, after x'mas shopping last year? Or movie? Idk. Only remember you said YingXin told you about 611 outing or something, and either you or I suggested that we could have a SHPS '06 bbq sometime before Chalet, which didn't happen in the end, but Chalet was still number 12 cuz of that CR where we went to bowl at Tampines SAFRA)

After that she just kinda grinned and all, but not much else was spoken on the matter. Well, at least we had a tentative (and really nice) number.

The next time we started talking seriously about Chalet was August? Or so. That was when we realised we really needed to start planning the date and booking, cuz schedules get packed very quickly as December approaches.

I remember I said my dec would be all free, cuz it's just attachment, and I could try to like shift the date for Australia trip (which I couldn't and I had to miss, but whatever, who'd want to miss 612 chalet mannnn) Turns out attachment was so screwed up tiring and long that my hols are next to gone D:

Contacting people was the next order of business. It was hella screwed up. Asking for free dates is the most crazy frustrating thing ever, since everyone is like "I'll know closer to the date" and all the dates are tentative. It took forever to decide on 6-8 Dec, and that date was also meant to allow Josh to come (Clare, collect that jacket money, I have a feeling that he's not exactly into 612 and stuff, kinda like shorya maybe...)

In anycase, Once we got the date the topic of Chalet was dropped for awhile, cuz it was decided around mid October, before NaNo started and took all our time. In fact, It was only after NaNo was done that we did anything about Chalet.

Shopping for Chalet happened on 4th Dec, superseding an MG. It was kinda crazy, with Clare, Clar Matt and I going around trying to find stuff at giant and laughing and telling each each other how awesome CRXII was gonna be. I mean, it was hilarious buying grapes. That was something I'd never forget. And of course estimating the prices. I was like 'this doesn't look like it's more than 100', then 'this looks 73.50, no wait 63.50.' It turned out to be 64.80 or 90, and then I reasoned that without my 1.50 cup noodles it would be 63.30 or 40. I'm such a pro, I know. ROFL.

After that we went to Ikea to eat meatballs, And Kim met up with us, with Matt leaving early (Oh have you gotten that x'mas tree? ROFL) and all that food, which was SO GOOD. We should go for a MG there or something. Pasir Ris lib and then go Ikea to eat. The food is soo good the chicken wings are (Y). Not as good as ours, but they come close.

And my hands nearly died, from carrying all that stuff. My shoulders were aching throughout Chalet from carrying sling bag filled with 8 cans of redbull.

Well, after that was that crazy convo we had on 5th. That was damn random, discussing meeting time and all that stuff, and being all random and stuff. Too lazy to talk about it, and I have to go, so there. That was the prelude to CRXII. The stuff that the others will probably not post up. (well, maybe.)

Gosh I hate my dad he is so damn unreasonable and retarded and old fashioned I'm not addicted to the com. This is like water to me. Can't live without it cuz it's needed to survive, not cuz it makes me feel good.

Throw it away, forget yesterday

2010-11-11T19:19:00.002+08:00

Script checking today, and I can't say it went well. I'm screwed for English. There goes my grades... Math was somewhat disappointing, but then again, there was an upside. At least this shows I'm only human. Not some kinda genius whom everyone expects to be damn pro at anything. Chem was kinda ok I guess, just that I got the final ans for one qn, but diff method, and they gave me 0... I want those 4 marks Mrs Soong pls gimme those 4 marksss! Bio was screwed up too. But then again, that's expected...

Sat at the back of the Audi during the break and sang heh. Went really off key at points ROFL. But then again, I usually sing without music so I keep to my own key...

Whatever. I can't be bothered to post alot. I'm still kinda pissed.

Pen to the paper

2010-11-01T21:50:00.002+08:00

First day of NaNoWriMo, and I've gotten 356 words down, plus a character name. I feel accomplished =D

Granted, 356 is hardly enough. But I'm having exams now, and I reached home at 6, started writing at 8, so cut me some slack for now. I'll go into full gear once Exams end and I have alot fo time on my hands.

So now I have DSO internship, NaNoWriMo and Astro training slides to settle. Great.

2 more days

2010-10-30T14:02:00.004+08:00

Until nanowrimo! Guys we need to msn!!! And I have so many ideas. If you guys need like ideas for the problems, I have alot. Personal experiences heh. But I believe we all do. Just so happens that mine are more.. Applicable to this context?

We need to msn soon.

Well, at least 2 of my weaker subjects are over. Only weak one left is Geog, which I'm not gonna really bother about. Last geog paper of my life, and I'm not gonna stress to much about it.

Galileo! Galileo! Galileo! Galileo! Galileo Figaro!

Coincidences in the haze

2010-10-20T16:31:00.002+08:00

Haven't posted for quite awhile... So much happened today hahahah. Mentro remarks was on espace, so we went to check. Mine is funny. I mean, Mrs Soong puts in more effort than most teachers, but it's still to a large extent smoking...

"Conduct: Very Good. Yu Jian is confident, steady, able to handle pressure and manage several concurrent tasks in his stride without being overwhelmed by deadlines. He is well read, critical, forms opinions and though once was quick to voice criticism, he has grown tactful, friendly and gracious in his comments. The comaraderie, the interaction and involvement with his classmates is evident in his willingness to put aside his own interests to help someone else. Yu Jian continues to be heavily committed to the school Astronomy Club where he prepares extensively to teach and train the juniors. In the 2010 Science Mentorship Programme organised by Gifted Education Branch, Yu Jian with his other team members received a Distinction for their nine-month long project."

Full of smoke right? Hahah. But then again, most other teachers wouldn't even write half as much...

Bio was interesting, Mr Soh didn't come, so this Mr Low guy (whom I've never seen before) came in to relief us. As he said, it was the "first time seeig us and the last bio lesson this year." And better still, "First time I'm seeing you, but for some of you, last time you're taking bio. So sad right?"

He's a really good teacher. And young too. The kind that I wanna be when I become one heh.

Best coincidence today: Meeting J Foo on the train! I walked right past him without turning, then I turned around and started staring cuz I thought he looked familiar. It took me from Commonwealth to Outram to figure out it was really him. GOSH HE LOOKS SO DIFFERENT ZOMG.

And he's damn busy apparently D: We didn't really talk alot, seeing as there were a lack of topics to discuss anyways... I mean, We haven't seen each other for 4 years, discuss what? =/

Sigh I hope he can make it for chalet... Oh and Jiamin sorry I ditched you! Wouldn't have met J Foo otherwise, eh?

It just didn't work out

2010-10-15T22:59:00.002+08:00

I find it impossible. Really. I guess I'm just not that much of a social person as the people around me are. I really just prefer talking to a small group of people, if not one person. It's been feeling better and better every time I managed to have one of those convos. Probably because they're becoming more rare now as we all get busier (it would seem so).

Sigh. Call me attention seeking whiny or whatever, but I just do not like being around too many people and not having anything to talk about. It's that uncomfortable silence which really irks me. Reallyreally dislike it.

I mean, it's ok when I'm talking with someone and it's silent because we're doing work or studying, but it gets really uncomfortable for me when it's like, public transport or something, and there's nothing to talk about. It just seems so.. Weird. And a little rude? Idk. It feels like both people are daoing each other. Gosh.

Why do I desire human interaction so much? The number of secrets I have to tell? The insecurities I have of being left out? I really want to know what the hell is it with me. I've becoming more and more cranky ever since I decided ______________. I keep telling myself that I do not need that human interaction, that I can chug along perfectly fine as long as ___________________, but I Just can't...

Gosh what is wrong with me. I shouldn't be thinking this way. I promised myself I would try to be as nice as possible to as many people around me as possible. Is this the best I can do? I doubt so. I'm not even trying with all I have.

Wishing upon a star

2010-10-11T18:30:00.002+08:00

Even though the only star visible was Sol. If you dunno what that is, it's the brightest thing in the sky.

10/10/10 101010 I made a wish! Exactly on the dot! =D Too bad I can't time myself, else I woulda done that 0.10 seconds after 10:10:10 Heh

Hope it comes true...

Ahhhh speech speech speech speech speech I need to do my speechhhhhh

Eh Yk so how? I doubt you come here anyways, but whatever. How? If want you cfm a date then we go your house. All who are there gonna owe me chocs hor. =D

I'm not perfect, but I keep trying

2010-10-10T14:06:00.002+08:00

But that's what I said I would do from the start...

Such a nice song... The lyrics are quite nice.

Ahhhh it's not the time to be talking about song lyrics or finding my voice or shit like that. I got so much work to dooooo D: I hate chinese hw. I dread chinese exam zzz I'm fine with paper 2 but I totally hatehatehatehatehate zuo wen D: I dun like to write chinese compos...

Gosh exams are coming so soon!!! Ok not very soon, and I dun really stress myself, but it's surprising how fast time flies. I remember being in p6 and year 1 quite well... Sheesh.... Time really does fly by when you're in school.

12 more days till the end of lessons. Thank you 408 for being such a great class, even though we're probably the least united. At least I made some friends. Past 2 years have been great around you guys.

Heck the past 2 years really changed me. I've really gone on so many paths these 2 years that I lost count. Well I certainly hope I'm on the right one now...

12 more days. I'm gonna cherish it. The whole is always greater than the sum of the components, even if some of them are negative.

It's not fair, and I think you're really mean

2010-10-09T00:50:00.004+08:00

Refers to multiple things, but let's not let personal grudges affect my post, shall we?

Exams are over for nearly everyone. So unfair. Why must nush have it so late. I want an earlier holiday! D:

Well, not like I really study that hard during exam period anyways. I dun need to top the level or whatever, as long as I get the grades I want I'm happy. Well, I guess it's time to stop slacking so much... Goodluck for exams!

I keep telling myself I dun need it, but in the end I end up trying to grab it. It's funny how things happen. Well I guess things just happen like that. I'm not gonna bother already. Life just sucks.

Whatever. I'm gonna fight. And I'm gonna win, no matter how long it takes.

Still waiting for that surprise party~

Down at a local bar, out on the boulevard, the sound of an old guitar is saving you from sleeping...

2010-10-06T17:12:00.003+08:00

Really nice song. Hearing it on radio now hahah. Haven't really heard it for quite awhile. 3-4 months or so??

Sheesh I shouldn't be blogging cuz I have so much work... English speech and chem mindmap and chinese suibi. And who knows what else. Oh right math mindmap. Sian. So much to do =/

I realise I should stop thinking about what to choose. Not gonna bother. Right now no one knows anyway, so I shall just not tell anyone. Shall not choose, shall not think, shall not want. Because I know there's no point. Sheesh

Every now and then I get a little bit tired of listening to the sound of my tears

2010-10-05T20:16:00.002+08:00

Turn around, bright eyes... Really nice song, esp when you listen carefully at the lyrics... And no, just cuz it got made into a literal music vid doesn't mean it's bad... Hahah. SOmehow the lyrics seem to touch me, even though they aren't really that applicable...

It's good to know that people actually care. Really. I've never had a long nice talk with anyone I was close to for quite a while already. Somehow I think I've changed quite abit. Especially recently. I can;t really pinpoint what or where, but I can somehow feel it. Idk. Maybe it's how I feel towards a few people. It's really weird. Reallyreally weird...

Kinda confused right now, it's kinda like I want option A when I see it, and option B when I see it. But I can't decide. Gosh this is bloody confusing.

Whatever, not gonna think about it. It's just gonna mess up with my brain, which I dun need now. Sigh I think I need to find someone to talk to. Like a real serious talk where I can spill everything, and can trust the person not to tell someone else. And of course, need the time... Sheesh. I remember a time where I used to talk to ppl like that like once or more a week. At least back then I could still have ppl to share stuff with. Now, it's so busy, I can hardly find the time to even blog, much less have a heart to heart talk...

I think I made so many stupid decisions in the past and that has caused me to lose so many friends. Now I really regret them. Hindsight is always 20/20. But I guess I should be thankful that I still have ppl around me to even talk to.

Back on course

2010-10-01T22:01:00.003+08:00

Bleh. past few posts have been veryveryvery ranty, to say the least. Time to post something proper, which I haven't done for sososo long

Got the badges council made today. More like Jia Min Shi Hui and Yue Qi only but whatever. I helped out =D And I made my own, which is off by 1 mm to the right >.<>

Gosh I have so much work to settle D: English speech chinese zuo wen geog essay D: All need to write so muchhh ): and 2 of them need to do on the com, which I cannot tml. Which leaves me with zuowen to do during mg, which is just gonna be planning, since I'll be helping clare with math, and catching up with the rest, esp Fon, who is comingggg =DDDD

Robo field trip today, I thought was gonna be farewell with free food D: that one is after exams =/ quite cool actually, but also a little lame. People were playing with the seal and all the other robots, esp the juniors ._. I dun really see the point in robots except doing work for us, but that's just my opinion...

Astro farewell after that =DDD Haven't see JT and Jeremias for so long alr! Pizzas =DDD and honey starsss roflroflrofl yes honey stars rock (Y) So fun =D

Oh and yeah happy children's day to all those still young at heart!!! =D even though there's uhh 10 mins of it left, and good children will be sleeping now =/

I found something with better quality!

2010-09-29T20:07:00.001+08:00

Genius

2010-09-29T20:03:00.000+08:00

2 of our favs combined. In one. Just watch. BA rocks

Stop trying to force me to be you

2010-09-25T19:44:00.002+08:00

It's another one of those posts again. I need to rant. Makes me feel better knowing that someone out there will read this.

Screw you. I just asked to buy SCII, and you said no. Why? "I hate computer games". FOR GOODNESS SAKE I NEED A LIFE DAMMIT. WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO THE WHOLE OF NEXT YEAR? PLAY MINESWEEPER? DAMN YOU.

Just because playing Carom and cards or whatever you did when you were young was having a life back then doesn't mean it's still in and cool. Times have changed, get used to it. The only reason I put up with your crap is because you have the power and the money. The moment I can rely on myself, I will. If living off you means I have to live like you want me to, I'm gonna stop the moment I can.

And I bet the only reason you warned me not to go too far when I told you I would quit computer games if you quit smoking was cuz I hit the nail on the head.

Screw it, I'm not gonna bother wasting my time and spoiling my mood thinking of the shit you do. It's not worth it.

Times long gone

2010-09-19T15:48:00.002+08:00

Ever had that feeling that you're missing out on alot cuz you made a mistake or didn't do something in the past? Ever wanted to go back in time and change that one thing that you said that changed everything? Ever tried to apologize for or change the effects of that one thing to no avail cuz it was too late? Ever sat down and just imagined what life would've been like if that one thing had been changed? Ever blamed everything that has ever happened on yourself even though you know that you're a victim of circumstances? Ever wished that the chances you once had could come back again but knowing that it's too late and everyone's not who they were? Ever felt disappointed after such a chance materialised and you blindly tried to do what you thought could change everything but doesn't? Ever felt at total unease at yourself? Ever sat around with no goal in life but to get through the day? Ever hoped that the uncertain future turns out good for you, but not believing it will? Ever believed fervently that something good will happen to you for all you've done, but never seeing anything materialise? Ever tried to understand the inner self within you, but not daring to see because you know it will be totally different from who you are outside?

Ever tried being me?

Why the hell

2010-09-12T15:30:00.002+08:00

Do I have such a dad. Bloody hell. Treats me like a slave liddat, can't even be bothered to get up from the sofa and walk 5 meters to the kitchen to get a bottle of whatever vile herb laced crap he drinks. And he scolds me for tossing it at him. It's not my fault you can't catch a freaking bottle. zzz

And I think I have problems

2010-09-12T13:16:00.003+08:00

Gosh I realise I have things pretty easy. It's just that people around me have things easier than me. I mean, yeah that gives me grounds to complain when I'm around them, but not complain to the entire world. I'm just one of many who have it alot better.

I need to be less self-centered and more caring, even though I once thought that was not possible. I need to give more, even though people take way too much from me and take it for granted, without anything to show they appreciated it.

I will continue to fight for everything I hold dear. Even if there is only one such thing left in the entire universe (which will probably never happen, since I have so many friends, but shit happens, and I know that very well)

Ok that's alot to do. But I'm trying, starting from now.

How I wish people could be more caring for others instead of whining all day about minor stuff like it's the end of the world. I used to be like that, and I promise I'm gonna change that. I guess what I thought I was was totally not what I was. I was just an attention seeking brat. I never realised.

I just realised why people are so mean and evil to others they don't really know. And sometimes to people they know too. If you're nicer than average, on average people aren't as nice to you as you are to them. And humans, being capitalistic and competitive in general, don't like that.

I guess it's just the way life operates. Being selfish is inherent to survival in this capitalistic world. Utopia gets destroyed by just one capitalist.

Gosh I'm becoming so incoherent. I've work to do anyways, so shall stop here...

Bound

2010-09-06T21:14:00.004+08:00

Is the perfect word to describe my state now. I can't do anything I want, and I get limited in almost everything I do.

I dun understand my parents and why they're so damn conservative. And their plain wrong attitudes with regards to many things. But of course, like any authority figures, they do not like to be corrected unless it's an area where they know I know my stuff. And of course, they only believe that while they may not know all facts, they know all the principles. Blahblahblah the short distance from your eyes to the com will spoil your eyes, but watching the television wun cuz it's farther away blahblahblah it's not good to multitask cuz it's better off to concentrate on doing just one thing at a time blahblahblah I'll just eat all those chocs and take those vouchers cuz I can save money and besides it's only food, and has ABSOLUTELY NO SENTIMENTAL VALUE blahblahblah you do not need to talk to your friends so much blahblahblah you do not need to play the computer AT ALL blahblahblah you are addicted to the computer because you use it more than 3 hours at one go blahblahblah you need to take a HALF TO ONE HOUR Break EVERY HOUR while using the com blahblahblah the computer needs a break after being used for AN HOUR blahblahblah technology is inflexible but I am so I will not bother to figure out why the com is so slow and why the pictures/videos/whatever are not loading blahblahblah you shouldn't cook 2 cups of instant noodles when you're really hungry you should go cook one packet, even if there are no more packets and only cup noodles left blahblahblah YOU CAN TELL IF SOMEONE IS BULLSHITTING OR NOT FROM THE WAY THEY TALK blahblahblah you should show respect to me no matter what even though I do not give you a chance to explain yourself blahblahblah listening to music/reading while you are walking and crossing the road is unsafe even though ALL THE CARS HAVE STOPPED AND THERE ARE A GAZILLION OTHER PEOPLE CROSSING THE ROAD blahblahblah

This is the kinda crap I face everyday.

GAHwhydoesthishavetohappentomeIamalreadydepressedenoughfromwhatgoesonatschoolgodammitIneedafreakingbreakwhycan'tyoubloodyseethat

They apparently have not taken in the account the fact that my myopia has not gotten worse over the past few years. Oh wait. It's cuz they've been so strict with my computer usage. Yeah right. I could go on but I shall not waste my energy.

GAHHH Why the hell can't they see the fact that I need to use the goddamnbloody com to socialize, to do work, to entertain myself? I know that I can read and all, but I finish books too damn fast and I dun have the time to slowly dig around the library looking for books I haven't read and/or are interested in.

And of course, they do. not. understand. why. music. is. entertainment. Dun ask me why, but They just dun. And of course, they think that all drivers are blind, and will suddenly accerlerate when their car is already at a stop and it's still the green light. Or better off, will not slow down, pass through all the other cars in front of them, and then knock into me. What. The. Hell. Is. This.

I really can't understand why the hell they strive to make my life miserable by restricting my computer use. It's not as if I'm reading radical religious crap out there and turning into a mad drooling homicidal maniac. I hate they trying to control every aspect of my life. I need my freedom, I want to do what I want to do, not what people expect of me. I want to be free of others' views. Why can't people can't grant me just that.

This sucks. Why the hell must my parents control me so much. I just want some freedom. From everyone's views and beliefs. I dun care if you think what you're doing is for my good or whatever. Ask me before you do it.

Gosh this is depressing. I might as well kill myself. How long are they gonna try and control me. I've had enough of this. I'm not the kid who needed protecting and needed to be taught everything I was ten years ago. I know what I'm doing, but they dun seem to understand. I just can't take this.

EDIT. My dad turned off the com while I was blogging. If only he had glanced at the screen and read the words. Sigh...

I've got so many ideas in my head, but no one to tell them

2010-09-05T14:02:00.002+08:00

Really alot of random ideas I got while reading this book about UFOs and stuff. Hahah So random I know. Might make for some interesting stories though... I mean, opening a story with "God is dead. We found the corpse in 2012 near Mars." certainly sounds cool...

Ok I just lost all my ideas while trying to find words playing scrabble. Stupid vowel filled racks ruin my day. And I didn't need to know an ouakari is a south american monkey. Lol

Gosh I need to read up on those notes that Hui Khoon sent us on linear algebra. Darryl, I hope you're understanding this, cuz I might not...

Ok I just got another idea... Starting a book with Superman (Kim, you better keep silent, I'm only using Superman cuz he's kinda the leader of the league of superheroes or whatever it was called, I think) making a speech. And him saying "Our superheroes are not getting paid for our services, and consequently are forced to slog it out just to support themsleves and their loved ones. Did you know how expensive spandex is?"

Ok that was really random. But whatever. I have a supremely short attention span and I'm proud of it. Ok maybe not. But whatever. I'm blogging while looking at linear algebra notes. So far it's not that hard...

OMG YES 23 POINTS WITH JUST A LETTER! This is a new record for me. Best I ever had before this was 21 points with a single letter, cuz it was a q on a double letter ploncked above a free i. Heh I'm fail right.

Ok I shall stop here. Getting to random... Gosh just talking to no one in general feels good. But then again, some of it comes from the fact that I know some ppl will read this...

I need to revive this blog. It's so dead :(

Happy Teachers' Day!

2010-08-31T17:16:00.002+08:00

I dun really care about what happened in NUSH, cuz I'm cfm closer to 612 than NUSH ppl. Heh

HOMG when Mrs Simon puts the vid on Facebook (which I just got, since I'm sick of forgetting bdaes) I'm gonna dieeeee =/

But it felt good, singing in outside the room just now with Tabby. And I was like wtf throughout the entire song, cuz I thought I was supposed to lead, then they started lol. And Shawn stopped my bridge. LOL.

Today was great. Not as awesome as some other days I've spent, but really great, since it's the first time in a year I've seen the SHPS teachers... 1 year is soooo longgggggg!!!!

"Thanks you teachers, may God bless you" Haven't said that in a longlonglonglonglong time... Heehee

Bleh I wanna sleep. And yes Clare you should sleep more! It's not a waste of time! Must resttttt!

This is real, this is me

2010-08-30T19:59:00.002+08:00

You know that feeling that you get when you get home, and there's absolutely nothing to do? Like, No one to talk to, no one to sms, no hw to do, totally nothing to occupy you? That's what keeps happening to me nowadays. I get back, and theres totally nothing to do. Call me attention seeking, but I'm just that kind of person. I need someone to listen, even if it's random venting and raving and being random. Sometimes I wish I had someone at home I could do that.

It's like, being quiet the whole way home makes me feel so, how should I put it, not myself? Idk. I mean, yeah I do think quietly to myself sometimes, but seriously, an hour and a half of it is enough to drive me insane. I guess I'm just too vocal a person...

I need someone to talk to. Sigh. Maybe that's what's been driving this... Urge(?) to find topics to talk about. Else I'll die of boredom and having everything pent up inside...

GAH

Yes I beat it!

2010-08-25T19:52:00.001+08:00

After like, 17 tries. LOL

Crap, I think I'm addicted.

2010-08-25T19:44:00.001+08:00

Here

Video killed the radio star

2010-08-24T10:49:00.003+08:00

Just poped up in English. We're doing mass media now. Bleh quite boring actually, as with most english classes... Suppoed to do 2 paras on one of the forms of mass media later, so I guess I'd better keep this short...

Lol. Need to find a quote for each of the 4 aspects later too. I guess that might get quite interesting... I know what I'm gonna do for the internet one tho. Avenue Q hee =D

Oh yeah. I nearly forgot my main point. Sorry for being so random and tangent-y, cuz I'm listening and typing at the same time. Kinda typing out my thoughts as I think them. Happens sometimes... LOL. I like that quote he just showed us.

We've heard that a million monkeys at a million keyboards could produce the complete works of Shakespeare; now, thanks to the Internet, we know that isn't true

~ Robert Wilensky

Oops, deviated from my main point again. Should get it over and done with now. MAN CITY 3-0 liverpool! =DDDDD

Seling Alonso was their second worst move ever. Buying Aquilani was the worst. And Benitez doesn't seem to want him now that he's jumped ship to Inter. Horrible person...

Well I guess I'd better go off and do the task...

It never ceases to amaze

2010-08-21T12:39:00.002+08:00

Astronomy. Just go here to see why. It's a really spectacular light show... I'm sorry I missed it, but that's life I guess... I'm reminded everyday why I love astronomy, just by looking up...

Does anyone have a guitar???

2010-08-18T18:56:00.002+08:00

Need one, cuz RY's died (he din saw how, just said it died) so we can't go to his house and jam properly... D: But I'll be borrowing it for really long, until that idiot revives his guitar... And i can go and practice playing on it too! =D

So, anyone?

I like the way it hurts

2010-08-17T16:36:00.002+08:00

Nono I'm no masochist. It's jst that I'm too used to it I guess. =/ Feel it too much, almost everyday something will make me remember one of the things that can make me sad. Like really sad. Shall not say here, but most people who know will know at least one of them. I think there are 4? of those things? Those really hurt, and alot more that hurt, but less. But I guess I shouldn't be saying this... It only dredges up memories and makes me look like a foolish weakling too.

Anyways... Thanks to WeiTieng, JiaYi, YueQi, ShiHui, Joel and Truman for the Popular vouchers! Can use the discount one with you guys if you need... Next time if want buy ex popular stuff that's not textbook, tell me! =D Maybe if I go shopping for books at popular or something can use. I know popular got quite a few books that I like... =D

And $25 voucher too I forgot! =D Too bad voucher and discount can't use together. Else can buy quite alot. 15% is alot. Like 20 bucks becomes 17 bucks... And I realise can use at CDrama. Means I cna get albumssss =D

Maybe this year I'll get albums for Clare instead of a book since she has so many books ._. I'm so jealousss ): I WANT BOOKS TOOOOOO!!!

Realisation

2010-08-15T15:11:00.002+08:00

I really shoulda worked way harder last time... I realise now that its better off working your ass off in like year 1 and 2 and taking more breaks later on than vice versa. After all, it gets you places. Not that one shouldn't work hard after yr 2, just that working hard earlier is better. It kinda gets you places, allows you access, and of course, thats where it all starts. Rags to riches stories are the exception, not the rule...

Whatever. Can't change the past. Tho if I could, I would change so many things... There are so many things I wouldn't do, and so many other things I woulda done...

Ahhh whatever, I dun feel like thinking too much now. Anyways, Thanks to everyone who wished me happy birthday! And Shawn and Slime for getting me stuff! Next time, dun waste money, unless its chocolate or SCII/D3/whatever game is big then or a DSLR. Heh

Bleh, I can't help but think about the past years, and all that I've done... So many things I want to apologize for, to take back, but I doubt I can bear to...

Random musings

2010-08-10T10:14:00.003+08:00

Has anyone noticed? MM Lee seems more frail nowadays =/

And how come parade inspection wasn't done on foot 0o I remember it used to be...

And Corrine May's dress was horrid. What kinda lousy pencil shaving was that stuck on her dress? Like that thingy that went from her right underarm to above her left shoulder. That was just so bad. But she sang well =D Singaporean music isn't hopeless... I think I posted about it. Lemme go find...

Ok I give up. Can't find that post. But go and google Max Shanti. Just Us Two. It's such a nice song. As a matter of fact, It's there on the header bit of my blog. Heh. Local music!

Why do people post before I post so often? Like take the words outta my mouth, except maybe it's post the thoughts that I have, before I post it. people somemore! Clare, DJ and FZ all said they'll one day learn the guitar. Looks like I'm not the only one eh. Hahah.

But then again my pm kinda refers to that too... "I'm gonna learn how to do that"

Bleh, I can't think of anything else to post, so I'll just leave it at this. Bye.

EDIT: Check out the photos Cassini is sending back! Pure awesome! HERE!

Video dump

2010-08-07T20:20:00.004+08:00

Awesome Funny

Ok the last one might offend christians a little, but seriously, it's kinda the same way I feel

Planet triangle to the west

2010-08-07T12:19:00.005+08:00

Yesterday we saw just that. Everyone in Virgo beware. Something is gonna happen to your life since Venus Mars and Saturn are in your constellation. I predict 3 things will happen to your life. 6 possibilities.

Number 1. Something will happen to your love life, since Venus is there. This will then affect you in such a way that conflict occurs or dissipates, since Mars in there, in turn affecting your agricultural harvest, due to Saturn's influence. Unfortunately, I am unable to discern which way things will go.

Number 2. Something happens to you love life, affects your agricultural productivity, and thus resolve or trigger a conflict.

Number 3. A conflict occurs/is resolved, and affects your love life, changing your harvest.

Number 4. A conflict occurs/is resolved, and affects your harvest, causing you to either lose a lover or gain one.

Number 5. Your crops either fail or are particularly abundant, triggering conflict and changing your love life.

Number 6. Your crops either fail or are particularly abundant, triggering changes in your love life and causing conflict.

LOL that was fun. And a waste of my time. But yeah yesterday those 3 planets were int he sky together, about 3 degrees apart form each other. In Virgo. LOL

Awesome skies. No moon, no clouds, not much light pollution makes for many stars =D

Oh and next week they're gonna be the same position, more or less. This time, THe moon will be joining them, and mercury too. So YAY to me going SSC next week for CIP. PLSPLSPLS NO CLOUDSSSS =DDDD

But Mercury gonna quite low. According to the page I saw. Stellarium says it's gonna be 15 or so degrees form the horizon at 1945, which is more or less when they start, but I think I can ask for a bino earlier, maybe 1930 or so. It's gonna be at 10 degrees above the horizon at 2000, which should mean it can be seen, at least from somewhere high that's not being blocked by buildings... I'll climb up to observatory to see hehe

Gotta go now, I've got astro trng slides to prepare... Bye!

Oh and check this out. BA FTW!

Annyeonghi kaseyo

2010-07-31T22:57:00.007+08:00

I miss them so much. They are probably somewhere in Malaysian airspace now, and they will never see this, but I wanna say that I miss them so much! Loved the activities and where we went! It's been so fun being around you guys! I really wish it could be longer!

Sigh. Why do all good things come to an end.

If this is how saying goodbye to people I've only known for a week, I don't know what it's gonna be like graduating/saying goodbye to people going overseas for university/going overseas for university...

Somehow this reminds me of Nicole. Yes I still think of you, and everyday I still hope you can somehow know that I've forgiven you.

This week has been so great. Thanks everyone for making it possible! I initially came in wanting only to help out and not really go back there, but I think I reallyreallyreally wanna go next year. Although the research bit kinda puts me off a little... Otherwise, I would 100% go...

All the memories~

New yorkkkk

2010-07-28T12:18:00.003+08:00

Super fudge chunks. ROFL Yesterday was soooo cooollllll =DDD Morning wasn't too interesting and stuff, but still ok. Peranakan museum and Chinatown. Quite cool. But best part was night safari. SOOOO AWESOMEEE =D We saw so many animalssss So coooooolllll =DDDDD

And I got B&J there. 2 scoops, but couldn't really enjoy, since we had to borad bus, so I rushed it D:

I'm sooooo inspired by the tram ride at the night safari! Conservation! =D Haha that was so cool haha. And I think I might just try 4 honours, since Bio honours and bio major dun overlap. I hope. Hahah. I think it'll look good on my transcript as well heehee.

Not going today, I feel like I need a rest. And also can watch Glee! =D Haha I'm obsessed LOL. Gotta go now. I'm actually blogging in the com lab LOL.

Cya!

Ash Nazg

2010-07-26T21:36:00.002+08:00

Costs 45 bucks. Really ex, eh?

I just realised my last post is post no. 365! =DDD So this post should be titled leap year, but I guess ash nazg seems nicer.

Today was so fun =DDD Merlion+Singapore River boat trip+Singapore Flyer+Glutton's Bay! Thanks guys! Haven't been there so long.... It was so fun!! Even though there wasn't much interaction between the yr4s (Angela, Dayna, Yours truly) and the exchange students... Language barrier =/

I hope it gets better tml...

HAPPY BDAE SHAWN SOSOSOSO SORRY I FORGOT TO SMS =/ And I realise I was in the area, or should I say, a few steps away from where you were. But I had to get back, and I went off at 2030, way after it started, although I think there was an interlude or something... SORRY MATT I COULDN'T GO!!! D:

Kilowords

2010-07-25T15:04:00.002+08:00

Got directed to this site from Bad Astronomy (BA is also another very good site, so visit! =D)

Really cool concept. Might try writing something when I'm bored or can't think straight...

Dang

2010-07-23T20:32:00.001+08:00

Murphy's law ttm wthhhh. At SSC so cluody, I get off MRT at Pasir Ris so damn clear WTHHH

10!!!! =DDDD

Damn

2010-07-22T19:35:00.002+08:00

School internet suxxx

2010-07-21T14:47:00.002+08:00

Really. School email is failll. Damn epicly funny. Webiste cert is broken or something along those lines ROFL. Thats so damn stoopzzzz lolll Froms chool they warn against school websites. FAIL.

ROFL I just did my bio in class assignment thingy in courier cuz I couldn't decide what font to use.

Sorry for the lack of updates and stuff, I'm too lazy, and my parents keep restrict my computer time for no apparent reason ("You're becoming addicted to the computer!") Like, who isn't to a certain extent? Sheesh

GTG. I wanna go homeeeee =DDD

A lil bit more

2010-07-16T23:05:00.003+08:00

Hey Fon. If you wanna talk you can go ahead. We're as good as family, and for a large fraction of us 612 is more of a family compared to the one at home. So feel free to msn or sms or whatever. At least we can relate and understand.

This doesn't go out to just Fon, or even ppl from 612.

Full circle

2010-07-15T22:10:00.003+08:00

360th post! Well the ancient Chinese used a 365.25 degree circle, but lets disregard that, even though its more accurate in that system to say 1 degree a day, disregarding eccentricity and all that crap.

Anyways. Back to what I wanted to post. Nothing in general. This might turn into a ranting post, but I doubt it might happen, since my parents are asking me to get off the com =/

Wahhh Phz O is gay. It's not damn hard or anything, but the way they shorten problems and reduce them are damn gay. Damn pro. I mean, I can think of those methods, but only after going through at least 2 or 3 other methods =/

Shows the diff in standards. I need to train and stuff. I think I actually coulda made it for nat team trng, if I actually paid attention. Wayne and Ananya too, but I guess we weren't very disciplined. But I will not do that for Phz O, and Chem O, if possible. Dayna I need your helpppp! Teach meeeeee :) And Phz I promise I will not slack and not try even though I have the time to.

Yayyy Despicable Me/Inception on Sunday! Sad that ppl got tution on Sundays... Sheesh. Jiayou Clare! Look forward to Sunday! Survive Friday! Hahah

Oh, and thanks Slime, for the chalet info. I'm too lazy to go check those things =x All twelvians, go see his blog! Actually Nvm I'll put it on fellowship gmail...

Ouch my foot feels pain when I try to lift it. Like when I bend along my ankle it hurt =/ what is happening mannnn

Should go now, this pig here wants to sleep =D

JIAMIN YOU DAOED MY SMS T.T

My life's a revolver

2010-07-13T17:55:00.003+08:00

Wow I haven't blogged for so long... Sheesh. Kim plsplspls dun do something stoopz, else we'll really kill you on sat/sun (depends on whether I can go for mg...)

Eheh Val and Abi sorry I had smp... D: Not like you'd see this anyway, but whatever, I feel better declaring to the world. At least that teeny eeny meeny miny bitty that comes here.

ZOMG astro training slides are now at 50 slides for stellar evolution! And slides are each quite content heavy... And I'm not even onto white dwarves and neutron stars and black holes yet T.T I think I'm gonna kill myself going through all that. And I think ppl going for the training will also die...

Astronomy is such a huge scope. I realise that I don't really know alot of it... And apparently it's already alot for some ppl. (ok fine most ppl, since most ppl aren't that interested in astro) Lol. I need to find a way to get juniors interested! Howhowhowhowhow??? They need to read like I did to get to my level (good enough to win stuff I guess, but def not at the top. Just look at ppl like Nat and Stacy. Ppl like that are just. Woah) Wahhh I think I really might need to collect library cards and mass borrow astro books for them. Or maybe make them do a presentation. That might just work... But then again if they wanna do according to the topics they like sure very little solid math and stuff, alot of theories flying around, like string, inflation etc. I need them interested in more practical astro before they can do the gay bits! And the math! SHIT DO I NEED TO TRAIN THE MATH PLS TELL ME I DUN NEED TO PLZPLZPLZPLZ

Anyways. Let's not talk too much about how I'm screwed for astro training and talk about life...

...

Admittedly, not much to talk about *sheepish grin* After all, I have nothing much interesting to say here, since i dun have alot of things happening (no gf, no exams, no test, no hw, not much cca stuff, not much research projects, etc) Ok maybe disregard the first point. Even if I had I wun really post here. LOL. Ohohoh and thanks Abi for the timeout =D Even though I know you probably wun see. But as I said above, saying stuff makes me feel good. Or in this case, typing =/ I'm suddenly reminded of english class =/ So scary luhs, the way he says the standards and stuff. That essay like, the examples I knew like, uhh, 2 or 3? Out of 8. And I only know those 2 or 3 after reading, I wouldn't think of them if I were writing the essay lorh. Sigh we all gonna jut flop and die for english essay. WhatonearthdoIknowaboutartsahhhhhhhhpanicpanicpanicdieeeeeeee

Ok that was random. I'm feeling especially random and talkative today. And ranty. But I have nothing much to complain about my life. Except WHYYY ARGENTINAAAAAAA WHYYYYYY??? But that was kinda week ago news. Sheesh.

OH RIGHT

CRXII! Can we like book already? I dun want later we cfmed the date with everyone and chalets all booked. I know very kiasu, but I'm like thta one. Whenever go out sure will be either damn early (like at least half an hour) cuz I leave too early, or jst one time or late one (forgot the time ROFL)

GOOGLE I'M NOT A ROBOT I'M HUMAN DAMMIT

Sorry random. Sigh nvm Shall go look at the chalets next time. I'm sure there wwas a chalet that was cheaper, but was all booked when we were planning CRV... Whatever I dun care you guys can settle that. I wanna take a break. Suddenly feeling quite sian. Whatishappening zzz

Ahh whatever. I dun feel like typing liao. Too lazy =/ cyaaa

And then we'll build the republic of Heaven

2010-07-09T21:18:00.002+08:00

It's so beautiful. His Dark materials Trilogy is such a good work. Philip Pullman is a genius. And I guess I've understood alot more than I first did when I picked that book from a shelf in Pasir Ris library 6 years ago, referring to the list of recommended GEP books that Mrs Simon gave all of us.

It's so beautiful. And even though this is the third time I've finished it, I shall never grow sick of it. What Philip Pullman writes is not just a story, its a tale the speaks to all of us. Grab it and read if you haven't. You will not regret it. It will open your eyes.

WHOOOO

2010-07-08T19:38:00.007+08:00

I dunnid to pay for x'mas books this year for 612! Thanks Clar! Haha

On another totally unrelated note, if you guys din understand what i put up on my previous post, just msn. I'll try my best to explain.

And for those who are not satisfied with that really random first bit about g and E, sorry. I realise that fields aren't beyond you guys. Here. It's easier to write.

Phz explanation

2010-07-07T17:50:00.008+08:00

Click on the pics to enbiggen

Hope it's visible and legible. Blogger screws up image sizes, and I screw up my handwriting lol

If you wait it big, msn me. I'll send you.

WTH it's only 6 and my mum is almost done cooking dinner

Kim I'm so gonna kill you

2010-07-05T21:46:00.000+08:00

GRRR

Musings

2010-07-01T11:43:00.002+08:00

"When ppl call you a flirt, it probably means they are jealous of you"

Too lazy to title this. Haha

2010-07-01T11:01:00.002+08:00

Posting in school. =D

YAYYYY MORE PPL FOR CRXII =) Hee Only 2 lesssons todayyyy =D Chem 2 hours and English 1 1/2 hours. Too bad next week got Chem O, need to wait 3 hours before it startssss whyyyyy D:

Anyway, I remember one double entendre. "Does you wear pants?" As in when I said to Kim after an MG or something. Background info for those who weren't there: Kim was saying does you wear pants over and over then. And I remember Fon put up a link on his pm that poked fun at twilight. Here it is.

Figured it out yet?

Haha. Oh and here's a trailer of HP7. I think. Looks pretty good, but sound on school com and my headphone suck. I think the com's jack is dead lol.

Everything is falling into place

2010-06-28T17:21:00.002+08:00

I think. First day of school was good =)

And last week's MG is now officially MGXLIII

Anyways, back to school (hey! Double entendre! Or was a double entendre one with a hidden, not so nice meaning? =/) First day was really good, better than I expected. Phz is phz, dunnid worry too much... Math was easy (I've done calc before, and YueQi can't spell rofl), and Mr Lin is pretty nice. As in like, he seems like a good teacher, interactive and all. Chem is still Mrs Soong =) Nuff said. Oh and she got us this 'survival kit', quite cute. And then chinese. New teacher, cuz Liu on maternaty leave. He's damn good. And damn young too. Only 23! And the chinese he speaks isn't China chinese, its Singapore chinese. Really good teacher, like Mr Lin. That's the kinda teacher I wanna be, if I become one. Well, I hope I do...

Sheesh. I hope this sem turns out as well as today did. Cuz if it did, then it would be damn easy this sem ^^

Bleh, I dun feel like posting

2010-06-27T11:40:00.002+08:00

Cuz it would destroy what I did yesterday, labeling the galaxies in my background. And I decided not to shift my background by 5 pixels everyday, too sian to do it =/

Actually, I think I can just link to that post... So I shall put a link on the sidebar linking to that post, showing ppl where the galaxies are. Haha. But now I'd need to point to all of them... Ahhh whatever. I'm bored enough now to do it anyway.

Sheesh school is starting so sooooon DD: Well, at least I feel rested and reinvigourated, thanks to winning astrochallenge, CRXI, The quantum mech course (call me a nerd, but it really did feel good, like a sense of achievement), and getting my new phone. IDK, but they did help me, to a certain extent... Well whatever the case, I feel rested and prepared (somewhat), so I shall not worry too much...

Official Report: MG XLIV

2010-06-26T19:45:00.066+08:00

I think this is MG 44... Ahhh I dun feel like blogging, I just wanna see my lunar eclipseeeee =D

Anyways, for those who are wondering, this bit here and other similar bits are galaxies

Galaxy===> Lil bit below and right is a Galaxy==>

Ahhh we need to plan CRXII! 13,14,15 Dec, is that fine for you guys?

<==Galaxy Galaxy==>

Galaxy ==>

<==Galaxy? Not sure =/

Galaxy ==>

Galaxy ==> Galaxy ==> <==Galaxy

Galaxy ==> <== Galaxy

GALAXY DUHH ==>

Heal the world, make it a better place

2010-06-25T10:41:00.004+08:00

For you and for me and the entire human race. To MJ, the King of Pop.

I wanted initially to change my cursor, but my skin is screwed up and doesn't allow me to. For those who want to try, go here and follow the instructions... I wish it could work here, but I didn't D=

Anyways, as you probably noticed by now, I changed my background. I wanted to change my skin, but I decided not to, only to change the background, since I'm suddenly interested in astronomy again, and esp astrophotography... And in the absence of a longlonglong pic with dimensions more than 980 pixels wide by ~2000 pixels (any less and it'll repeat too soon, and this one currently repeats ~ 3 times or so, depending on how long my posts are, since I display a set number of posts.) tall that I like, I decided to crop Hubble Deep Field, upload it onto image shack, and use that as my background. And that photo is HUGE. 6200x6200 is BIGGGG. The .tif file which currently sits on my desktop is 60.9 mb in size...

Too bad Hubble is too damn good. I wanted a black background, but HUDF has alot of 'noise', which is really even more distant stuff. Oh, and in case you haven't realised, EVERYTHING SINGLE FREKING DAMN THING THERE IS A GALAXY!!!! Each with billions of stars. So there are a kabagazillion stars here. Gosh. Feeling small?

Anyways, I shall stop here. And there' better be MG tml... Oh and this is pretty amusing...

Cuz nobody wants to be the last one left

2010-06-21T19:56:00.005+08:00

OMG Today was epic. Quantum mech course at DSO. It was both damn scary and damn easy at the same time. First hour or so was pretty boring in that sense, seeing as alot of the stuff he covered I've seen before. Too bad he didn't go through the bell inequality bit. I never figured that out for myself...

After that was the semiconductor lecture. That was pretty fine, since it wasn't number heavy. Learnt quite a few things during the lesson too.

Lunch was fine I guess. Ended up talking with Darryl (yes the 612 one) and Su Hang. Actually I was talking to Su Hang during lessons trying to figure out how the hell we can train our astro juniors for competitions =/

After lunch was where it started getting scary. Statistical mechanics was just confusing, and when semiconductors came back, it was with a vengeance. The math could be followed, the explanation for each step was clear, but why the steps were taken was just :O

Then was quantum mech. This one was also quite surprising. But for being easier than I expected. Its not as hard as I expected, once you ease into the system. I really thought it would be alot harder... Good for me I guess... Haha

So tiredddd. Still have to go tml. Not that I dun want to, of course... ^^

Say what you need to say

2010-06-18T08:56:00.002+08:00

CRXI was so funnnnn :) It was great. Thanks guys!

I reached Pasir Ris station at around 1015 after returning books, saw Darryl there. No one turned up after that until 1028, when Clar and Mala turned up. Tabby turned up after that at around 1035? Then Clare at around 1040 or so. After calling Kim several times and telling her to meet us at Downtown East, we went off. And met Clement at the interchange.

It was so noisy as we went there. Everyone hadn't seen each other for so long... Well maybe not too long, but still, being twelvians, we'll never stop yakking.

KBox was AWESOME FUNNY. We sang so many songs. So crazy! And I can't hit high notes very well =/ Lets see... What did we sing... Hmmm... Alot of ABBA songs, erm, 2 from POTO, brick by boring brick, I just wanna live, Thriller, We are the World, Man in the Mirror, Grace Kelly, We are Golden, Miss Independent, Hanging By a Thread, I Don't Wanna Miss a Thing, Leaving On a Jet Plane, Tik Tok, What Hurts the Most, Bad Romance, Disturbia... Ok I can't Remember more =/ But it was soooo funnyyyyyy. Oh and we did Don't Stop Believing, without the music cuz they didn't have it. Sooooo funnnnn. We might actually make Kbox something of a regular thing at this rate...

Then was Karate Kid. We got tix for the 1610 show, and went down outside BK to play cards and share food. Gosh Sherbet Lemons are so nice. And darkdarkdark chocs too =) Thanks guys! Go fish is so entertaining ^.^ and of course calling for your own card and doing stuff to make ppl think you don't have the card you have is awesome too. xD

*SPOILER ALERT*

Karate Kid was pretty cool. Story was fine, script was ok, but was kinda awkward at times. There were many funny bits, but the script wasn't very good in the sense that it did not really develop character as much as I thought was possible. And the moves were kinda disappointing. Front bits were fine, but the end bits were full of locks and holds, which I found sad. Seeing as the holds and locks were mostly the kind you see in WWE and required cooperation to do. Admittedly, alot of kung fu shows have moves that require alot of cooperation, but the holds executed were mostly seen in entertainment wrestling. Forgot what they are called though =/ But the stuff that weren't locks and holds were cool. Jaden Smith's got skills. Training so long for such a movie would totally change his life. He's like, damn fit for his age. So fit it's scary. Like really damn fit. But its healthy I guess, so it's fine.

*END SPOILER ALERT*

After Karate Kid we went back to White Sands for dinner and to talk. GOSH SO MUCH STUFF WAS REVEALED! SO EMBARRASSING! But I think it was te worst for Clare. Her face was like, gonna cry liddat. Next time cannot ask ppl too much, may reveal too much...

Whatever the case, it was fun. And we got closer. I really love this family. Its just that good xD Really. I think there were 3 key points that made us the family we are. Notice I'm not using apostrophes, and you know why. And yeah I believe it was the initial idea of CR. (Oh yeah, which reminds me. To everyone who were at CRI and got pissed with me cuz I couldn't come, sorry. The date was set before I knew the date for the astro comp. REALLY SORRY GUYS. Somehow I think my absence made turnout rates drop... So really, sorry. I've been wanting to say this, but I keep forgetting/no time or opportunity) Second one was CRV. That was the CR that rebonded us together, in a different sort of way. It was like, before CRV we were only friends and ex-classmates, but after it, we just glued together to become this really close bunch of friends. And somehow, the third thing was Fon's confirmation. The date where you gits called Clare and I Mum and Dad. That was the whole start of the family tree I believe... Whatever the case, we are where we are now, and nothing can change it.

Last Saturday and yesterday just reinvigorated my life. Thank you. Thank you so much.

Fly me to the moon and let me play among the stars...

2010-06-13T08:49:00.004+08:00

I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE IT OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG

Sorry I couldn't post last night. Dad was streaming world cup or something zzz. I just realised I won on 6/12 day! xD

Yesterday was so damn epic funny. Us winning was a fluke stacked on a fluke stacked on a fluke. First fluke was getting into finals. We were kinda down after presentation after the hammering from the judges, and more or less convinced that we weren't getting in.

But we did.

And then finals. Fluke number 2 and 3. Fluke no. 2 was Hong Jie guessing infared and getting it correct. Fluke 3 was me saying the D ring, since D stood for dense and getting 0 points instead of -16 points. Fluke number 3 is by far the most epic of the first round. Everyone still slowly going thru the 10 and 20 point questions, second round I went for question 20 ^.^ My reasoning was that it was better to have freedom of choice for the harder questions than the easiest. And I think that question put the rest of the teams off. Stupid thing is, I could answer 3 out 5 of the 40 mark qns very confidently, and I suspect the ans they gave for the qn regarding the supernova light curve was wrong. As Mr Yuen said (and I totally concur, after putting it through my head and finding no faults with it), decay of Ni56 causes the curve after the peak, not the rise. The rise is caused by nuclear fusion of the infalling matter, which is mostly H and He.

Then was second round. Let me explain that round. It basically started with 20 qns, which were worth 10,20,30 or 40 points (5 each), and every team having 100 points, and every team got a sheet of paper with hints to some of the questions. Then team 1 would start by picking a question, and bidding for it with their points. Then the next team would bid/pass, and so on. If all 5 teams bidded for the question, it becomes 'hot', and is worth 5 more points. Highest bidder gets to answer the qn. After that, jduges decide if you are A) Completely INcorrect, whereby you lose all the points you bidded, B) Completely correct, whereby you lost the points you bidded, but got the points from the qn, C) Partially correct, whereby you got half of the points that you would get if you got it correct. ie qn worth 40 marks, bidded 20, partial marks = gain (40-20)/2=10 So getting even a partial answer allows you to gain points.

Lemme play out a single round to demo. Team 1 (BP) starts bidding for say, a 10 mark question. they bid 1 point. Team 2 (RGS) bid 2. Team 3 (NUSH) passes, just to make sure it isn't hot (our strat for the entire round was to manipulate the hotness). Team 4 (RI) bids 3. Team 5 (ACS) bids 4, and then it goes back to team 1 to bid. And so on.

So we used psychology, reverse psychology, once even unintentionally, to mess around with the other teams. Like denying them the 'hot' question bonus for 10 and 20 point questions when we were very sure the team who started bidding knew the answer, and would go all out to get the qn, starting bids at 1 point to incite other teams to make it 'hot' before we went in and started bidding, raising the bid and backing out last minute to reduce the number of points the team who answered got/maximize points lost if they got it wrong, bidding by prime numbers to raise by more than 1/for the lulz since we knew we were gonna back out (RGS bids 19, we bid 23, BP bid 24, RGS passes, we bid 29 etc), and lastly, even once, using reverse psychology without knowing it. How it happened was really funny. I was quite confident about the question, since hint was like "Galileo, Aristarchus *some name I cant rmb* are all here. Hint what were Galileo's ideas considered?", and started the bid. It wasn't 'hot', but we ended up going all the way to 22 (30 point qn) before BP bidded 23, and we backed out. Turns out, it was not something about heresy and heliocentricity (I dunno if this word exists, but its root word is heliocentric), but about some guy naming craters in the Sea of Storms (not sure if I need to capitalise the word 'sea', but jst in case, I did), or Oceanus Procellarum (on the Moon) after proponents of the heliocentric model because he was strongly against it, and wanted them to drift away into the sea of storms and be forgetten.

So round 2 ended with us leading with 136 points, 20 or so points ahead of RI and RGS I think. Seniors came down and started talking about us being so AFK, until the scores for round 2 were announced and they just ROFL-ed. Our strat worked damn well, and we took only 3 questions out of 20, but didn't get any wrong =) The most heng thing is still the fact that I managed to get partial for the last question, which was worth 40 points. We bid 14, expecting others to. And they all backed out. I managed to smoke something out, and got 13 marks instead of -14. DAMN HENG.

I went to search, and I found out that a hybrid eclipse occurs when the umbra of the moon's shadow falls on the earth at some points, but falls short at other points. So for example, the eclipse might start out as total, and then become annular, or vice versa, presumably due to the changing angular sizes (the answer I gave was about changing angular sizes of the Sun and Moon due to the eccentricity of the orbits or Earth and the Moon) I think if I said something about umbra and penumbra as well as angular size, I woulda gotten it. But whatever. We did not intend to take that question. But then again, it might have helped us win...

Last round was buzzer. We were expecting to get thrashed, but we didn't. In fact, we managed to get 3 out of 15 questions (thats exactly one fifth), and got all of them correct. Although I knew the answers to a few of the ones I was fast enough to get...

Whatever the case, we WON! xD We got a damn nice scope =D 60mm scope, pretty portable. Also got a version of The Sky worth $49 (dunno what currency), which is useless since we have the $499 one. Also got a collection of slides of pretty awesome pics. Main problem is that we have nothing to project it with... And also a huge trophy YEAH!

Ok sorry for the damn long post. I think not alot of ppl who are interested in astro read here, but still, it feels good typing it all out... =)

Still can't believe it... We're gonna have the biggest prize during prize presentation start of next sem. =DDD Unless of course our school again bags Singapore Space Challenge and the 10k prize money, and that HUGE paper lined styrofoam cheque...

Just a city boy, he took the midnight train going anywhere.

2010-06-10T21:12:00.004+08:00

Gosh astrochallenge was screwed. There is still hope, but it's dim. Data response was sad D: Only got planetary dynamics and limited cosmology. Only Olber's paradox... Out of 5 qns, there was one of Olber's, one on conversion of GPE into heat, one on huge telescopes (read 2 AU between mirrors), one on changing a circular orbit to an elliptical orbit, and one on the Moon. I'd say we did fine, if doing 3 questions and part of the other 2 is fine. Dunno what to expect, saw ppl from other schools slacking, then was wondering if it was so easy for them, or they had given up... =/

Presentation was sadddddd )= We gave a joke presentation for the joke project, and they didn't like it. But all in all, if the physics was developed, it was a rather good advert whatttt...

And Skiing on an icy moon is impossible. The priniciple in skiing is the ice melts due to the high pressure exerted on it by the blades, and that doesn't happen on an icy moon. Low temp and low pressure means no melting... =/

Ahh whatever I shall not nitpick on other teams. Nitpick the judges who nitpick on us. WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU??? YES SUN TANNING USES UVA, BUT WHAT DOES IT HAVE TO DO WITH UVB ETC? IF WE CAN SURVIVE THE FREAKING CORE, CAN WE SHIELD OURSELVES FROM UVB =.= Pls larh. Stating that tech allowed man to go anywhere was the biggest mistake organising committee made... And one more thing. HOW IS STATING THE STUFF ONE CAN DO THERE NOT INTERESTING =.= JUST BECAUSE WE NEVER EXPLAIN THE PHYSICS BEHIND IT DOESN'T MEAN PPL DUN WAN GO RIGHT ZZZ. No wonder physicists are seen as nerds. Must know the physics behind something then can enjoy one =.=

Ok thats all. Now we need to mug for question round... Hmmm... Shouldn't be too hard...

Clean

2010-06-04T21:42:00.002+08:00

I reformatted my com. Too much gunk inside =/ Too lazy to clean them out, and some can't be cleaned. I blame random ppl's thumbdrives/computers for transmitting their viruses to me. Too bad all the photos are gone D= But I have a thumbdrive. And I have ppl who have my photos =D

All those that I want are online already, or are still in my cam. Now the main problem is finding the disc so that I can install the software to pass photos from my cam to the com =x

Gosh I can't find it AHHHHH dieeeee!!!! I'm screwed =/ GAHHHHH IF ANYONE USES LUMIX SERIES AND HAS THE DISC OR WHATEVER FOR PHOTOFUNSTUDIO, LEND MEEEEEE!!! PLSSSSS I NEED TO MOVE MY PHOTOS )X

Crap. I really need to find it. I take photos so often. My cam is gonna run out of space zzz

Boredom

2010-06-02T22:30:00.004+08:00

Life has been boring. Its just been so sian. Good since I want to get some rest, but really boring. Mentally its a blank. Nothing to make me think. I think. No that wasn't a pun.

Ahh well I shall post pics that I took recently. I'm suddenly in love with photography. There are so many sights that are so spectacular, but so many of them are not seen, or are not captured to be shared. There are many moments where we can see things that others do not, or cannot. Its just nice to share pictures that you take from your perspective. Becuse these photos mean something.

But for now I'll just post random photos that I like =D

Central central intelligence, Otherwise known as DSO national laboratories

This was outside the DSO national laboratories building. Its called tropical brainforest if I remember corrrectly, but for all GEP ppl, you know what it reminds you of... IT

"NUS Faculty of Engin-erring will be conducting a fire dril"

And they're suppsoed to have the finest brains in the country. Someone wasn't properly educated on their spelling, or the spellcheck function that most text editors have. Now, would someone remind me why I want to go to an overseas university if I get a scholarship? Thanks.

Not exactly the proper position, but hey, at least it looks cool!

Assault rifles FTW! Too bad its air rifle here D= And it has to be reloaded after every shot D= But it was sooooo funnnnn that day shooting air rifles. And I can't really aim properly. Drawing breath screws me over.

Its only one bowl of the two... =D

18 Scoops. AWESOME. Sharne cheap-shotted it, but hey, its FREE ICE CREAM!!! =DDD I ended up eating something like, >6 scoops. Somewhere around 7 or so :) The spoons are so small though, it took alot of scoops, which meant alot of time to eat. We were feeling too damn full to even have dinner at the end of it =/

On a completely unrelated note, I raided the astro and physics shelf of Pasir Ris Library today. After cutting hair nothing to do, so I decided to just go and borrow. And I got 5 books =) Which I'll probably finish by the end of this week. 3 of them are on Pluto's demotion, which was quite a while back. But they are so nice qualityyyyyy. I want books like that. Hardcover without even a scratchhhhh JEALOUSSSSSSS D=

Ohohohoh can we watch The Karate Kid for CR??? PLS??? =D

Pride

2010-05-25T12:07:00.005+08:00

Yesterday was truly, the first time I was proud of my juniors. Truly proud of them. They tried their best, and that's what matters. Good job guys! Don't feel down. You were great.

No shots of them inside, but we did get a shot of a female "jumping spider" =D

And also quite a few nice shots.

Suddenly reminded of last year's nsc... But I'm just so proud of them. Nuff said.

I've learnt the hard way, to never let it get that far

2010-05-21T14:05:00.004+08:00

I seriously don't deserve this. This.. number is too high for me. Really. I know I've been trying damn hard for chinese and yes that's improved, and I've finally got my A+ for math that has eluded me for damn long, finally gotten past the B area for geog, improved my bio, to a certain extent, but I really don't deserve this.

Frankly, I haven't been putting alot of effort into work this sem. I've been.. distracted from work. Frankly, I've been slacking alot. Frankly, my attitude has been preety lousy. Frankly, I think I haven't been a good friend. Frankly, I think that I shoulda helped others more.

To be honest, I was expecting something like 4.1. Not 4.38. Really suprised. To be honest, I think that others have put in more work than I have, and deserve more, no matter what they got. To be honest, I think that this number is usless, but many are clinging to it cuz of the fact that they do not have enough chances and opportunities to build up their portfolio. To be honest, I feel like I've taken their chances away from them at times. To be honest, I just feel like I'm really selfish and self centered at times.

But nonetheless, I need to thank ppl for helping me get through this sem. You all know who you are, and don't be modest, cuz you really deserve alot more from me than I give. And yes, I really mean you guys, you guys from NUSH who I know. I'm not talking about some "other people" that you don't know. I'm talking about you.

Thank you for holding me when I was struggling. Thank you for cheering me up when I was down. Thank you for doing so much for me, even though I don't deserve it. Thank you for keeping me company when I was lonely. Thank you for listening when I bitched.

Thank you for so much more. And thank you for everything.

I can't be bothered to come up with a title, so go ahead, sue me

2010-05-20T20:32:00.008+08:00

I know alot of people are looking at tml and really praying for good grades and all, but frankly, I can hardly give a damn. And no, this is not cuz I'm so confident or anything. Its more of cuz I know that whatever I get can't get me anything I want. Well of course I'll probably get like tuition and alot less freedom if it sucks, but frankly, whatever I get above 4.0 or whatever number my parents want me to get wun get me anything. Well, a few pats on the back, a few calls of "you mugger", "so pro" etc, and just self satisfaction, that wouldn't last anyway.

So, You're reading between the lines, eh?

Thats how things stand. And thats why I really can't be bothered with tomorrow. As I've said, its only a number, and you shouldn't care about it unless its really low. Well, it might mean a little, but to me its really quite useless. I'm not going to get anything that matters to me for tha one number. Well, nothing better than scraps of self satisfaction.

I'm changing. I can feel it

Ok, I shall not be that pessimistic. I will think of this is from a new perspective.

Gosh all that jealousy that's welling up inside me is getting hard to control

Tomorrow, I will not care about my CAP as much as others, and be happy about any improvements or anything that has met or surpassed my targets. Not as happy as some maybe, cuz of what they may get for that number, but happy nonetheless.

But I must. I will not let is overpower me.

Tomorrow, I will be cheerful no matter what happens, not matter what results I get, cuz I know that I deserve them and nothing more.

Because I know that if it does, I'm going to end up losing friends. And I do not want that to happen. Not again.

Give and take

2010-05-20T19:19:00.003+08:00

I don't care if you judge me now, or what you think of me, I just need to vent. You can go ahead and think I'm weak, and maybe I am, but all I know is that right now, I feel betrayed. Not by you, not by anyone, but by life.

Why does it always happen? Give me hope, then take it away? Why does it always have to happen? For now, I'm just not going to harbour any hope for anything that the laws of physics aren't able to predict, or math can't prove. Determinism is dead in my heart.

I know there's alot of spite and hate here, but I really can't help myself. As a matter of fact, I can feel myself changing, and I'm pretty sure its not for the better.

Gosh why is this happening. I need to stop. I need to bring it under control.

I'm gonna make it mine, yes I'll make it all mine

2010-05-15T11:25:00.004+08:00

Nice song, that. Haven't heard it for quite awhile, just heard it on 987.

So all the results are back.

And I've got nothing to say.

I've let myself down.

Thats all.

I mean, I was pretty confident for these exams, but of all the mistakes that I made, a majority of them were due to carelessness or overconfidence. I really have nothing to say. Its like, I finished most of the papers feeling that it was ok, and that there weren't any killer papers, but when the results came back, there were so many screw ups. Heck. I didn't get >80% for any paper. And that sucks. All the papers that I thought I would do quite well for I underperformed.

I have to say that the standards have increases, and the average is around 60% for most of the papers, so my results are in general, quite good. But it's still no excuse for all the mistakes that I made cuz of pride and overconfidence. Esp thermo.

Nothing to say really, so I'll just stop here.

Venting/reflections

2010-05-12T12:35:00.003+08:00

Just need to vent. Might put abit of stuff here that you might not wanna see, so just dun go and highlight if you dun wanna know.

Why the hell is my life so screwed? I feel like I'm not getting enough for what I put in. I mean, I make an effort consistently go and look through my worksheets and notes and stuff to revise abit here and there, and still, I'm not getting what I want out of it. Not asking to be a master at everything jut by looking through once or twice, but I at least want to be able to remember maybe 30-50% of stuff after a month or so, and I dun see why I can't. I wanna stop deriving and start knowing. I know if I can derive that means I know it, but I want to start understand why, not looking at the math and understand it from a purely mathematical prespective.

It can be two things. Either I'm not getting what I should, or I'm expecting too much. Am I expecting too much? I don't know. I want to know. I might have been pampered to a certain extent previously by being able to get stuff by working hard for them, but I sincerely believe that hard work can get alot of things, so why isn't it working now? Ok I'm starting to sound a little incoherent now, but whatever.

This is so unfair. I dun think I can take it sometimes. Its like, everyone around me leads their lives, and when I peer into their lives, I find alot of things different from mine. Like the fact that they are happy with whatever situation they are in. I always told myself I needed to get stronger, needed to be able to adapt, but it seems that whateever I expected to adapted to and I'm currently getting is not what people find themselves in normally.

Apparently, my life is below average in so many things. I know I'm supposedly "smart" and all, but I seriously think that besides that and having awesome friends (thanks all of you, wouldn't be able to make it without you guys), I have nothing of note. Yeah I have opportunities and all, but what life is giving me is the perfect thing for the kinda guy who gets awards and things, and no friends and no life. And I do not what to be that kind of person. I don't mind being dumb or anything, if I could just have it easier, hae better relationships with everyone.

So much on my shoulders, and I don't think I can take it much longer. I can't relax properly, and everytime I sit down at home and try to slack, I find myslef feeling uneasy, like I have something better to do, something more important. I'm not getting that "I feel good" feeling that I used to get after a nice game of DOTA or long deep convo with someone that lets me learn more about them and get closer to them. In fact, I'm not getting feeling at all except when I'm around those people, and only fleetingly, since I'm never around them for long. Its like a drug, and I might be addicted to it or whatever, but that feeling is my only way of knowing I still have friends and that people think of me, which nowadays I don't really think happens. I can't tell for sure, but one thing is for certain. Everyone has best friends, and people they are the closest to and people that they feel they can trust, but not everyone is someone's best friend, or someone others are close to. And I don't know why, but I feel that I'm one of those people.

Am I expecting too much? Or is it really true, and that everything is duller than before. Is this the price of caring? Is this the price of thinking about others before self? If so, its no wonder why theres so much hate in this world. I'm just being taken advantage of.

On a much nicer note, my HP torrent is complete. So now I have HP1-6 on my com =)

Oh, everybody's starry eyed | Te amo (I mean te quiero)

2010-05-09T20:08:00.005+08:00

Nice songs. Although te quiero also means "I love you" in Spanish, and is probably used more commonly, since it has a wider meaning, referring to love in general. Been listening to radio on my com, since my phone can't listen to radio D= But I've been listening alright. Love some of the new songs. Like Jason Castro's That What I'm Here For. Very sweet song. Also one of the nicer songs is When I Look At You by Miley Cyrus. I know some ppl dun like her. But that song is really nice! Really. Compared to some of her older songs like See You Again and 7 Things, which I confess to singing along to when it used to play on the radio *sheepish grin*. Also quite nice is Airplanes by Haylee Williams and B.O.B.

Ok this is turnign into another music post. I should really make another tag and call it music. But then again No one looks at the tags, so I think I should remove them =/ Totally useless anyways. What do you guys think?

Anyways, back to life, which has been so boring. MG XLI yesterday. Pretty funny. SO NOT FAIR RGS, DHS, ACS, Probably RI are ALL DOING DIFFERNTIATION AND NUSH IS ONLY STARTING NEXT SEM?!?!? NOT FAIRRRRRRR. AND WE'RE ONLY DOING INTEGRATION IN YEAR 5 SEM 1, ACCORIDNG MR LEE (who is awesome, but is leaving DDD=), BUT RGS IS DOING IT NEXT SEMMMMMM WHAT THE HELLLLL. NOT FAIRRRRR!!!! DDD= Whatever. Next sem math is going to be so tedious. No need to learn, just need to revise on all the calc I already know, and then just regurgitate. Gonna be like that Wayne Soo. Chiong worksheets during whoever is teaching's class, basically finish everything in the notes suring classes before the teacher goes through. =D

Ok whatever. Back to MGXLI. So awesome. Mugging bit was ok, but the bit after that was fun. I treated macs, seeing at it was the day before mother's day. The quarterpounder is NOT WORTH IT D= Then we followed Clare as she went shopping for socks. DAMN FUNNY. We were suggesting boomz colours for her. Like rad and gleen (or however it's spelt), and leopard preens, which we found xD AND THE BEST THING IS, WE GOT HER A MOLLY TAG =DDDD SO FUNNYYYYYY. Clare, you shall wear it, since you are Molly. (For non-twelvians or those who don't know, we have this family tree thing going on, and Clare is Molly, And I'm Arthur, owing to the fact that we are the ones usually planning any twelvian stuff. And we have 7 kids. Sheesh.)

Anyways. I think I've fallen in love with photography. Its so cool. Can capture all the moments which are precious, just plain funny, or are so beautiful. Case in point, this.

So beautiful right? The clouds are like, parting when the meet the other one. At first I thought I was seeing things, thinking of them as clouds instead of sunbeams. But those things are clouds. And the best bit is that the sun is behind them. Sunset a few days ago, after exams. I didn't have my camera at that time, so I took it at home from the common corridor. Not as nice as the view from the long road outside White Sand though, but still nice nonetheless =) I've decided to bring my cam with me whenever I go out, to take photos of whatever catches my eye. But I want a better one. My current one sucks ):

Ok I'm soooo bored at home. Going to reread LOTR =DDD Maybe this time I'll go and learn completely Quenya, using the free time I'll have during SMP. But the lessons are manymanymany pages, like >300 I think =/ Not easy. But anyways, who wants to learn with me??? Or guide me along if you already know??? Twelvians? xD

I want to be a billionaire, so freaking bad, buy all of the things I never had.

I wanna be on the cover of, Forbes magazine, smiling next to Oprah and the Queen.

I want a poo-poo chair too!

2010-05-03T11:15:00.021+08:00

Through a fishbowl was sooooo funny.... GJ shawn! Too lazy to write alot, I need to mug for exams =s Though I remember a few funny things we said. Like "I'm gonna go say 'good job, son', infront of his dad." xD Hahah it was sooooo funnehhhhh. He is a wonderful element. I could do maroon 5 without falsetto. =DDD Ok whatever. Let the pictures do the talking.

Mappe of The Fonnian Realms. Finally digitalised, I think

The gals. 9 of us, and the seats were convieniently split in the middle 4&5.

Lim. Matt's being blocked by slime though.

The nut. xD

Shawn seems to be singing. I'm not suprised.

He's gonna kill me for this, but whatever. I was like "SHAWN!" and he turned and I snapped. xD

Kim's turn at a candid shot. xD

Balloons everywhere. They were filled with He. *Sniggers*

Blurry photo. Clare was left out =S

Proper photo of us all except the main star =S He had to clean up

Lim has two nice armrests. Notice how Slime is ALWAYS like that in photos. All the calss photos he's always serious face even in the fun pose. Body tilted 30 degrees from camera, face damn serious. LOL

Looks like she's wearing lipstick, somehow... Was she? IDK :/

Finally a shot where she doesn't try to move away. Must be photogenic! xD

Haha. That night was so awesome. Moon was up, and pretty big, though I have to say not as nice as the full moon a few days prior... So I got a few shots while walking back home. =D

So nice right?

Urghmy throat is killing me. Damn pain and damn dry. Woke up this morning dunno how many times to get water. Past 30 hours or so I've drunk like, idk, 6-8 L of water just to try to keep it from drying out. Can't swallow properly, so it hurts whenever I drink or eat. Screw this.

*edit* and it IS supposed to be an ash. Sorry. I thought it was called an æsc. Used to be called an æsc in old english, now called ash. And yeah, the crest puts it as AE instead of Æ. Guess whoever came up with the crest didn't get his latin/old english or whatever language correct.

A third

2010-04-30T17:33:00.002+08:00

Of a thousand. This is post number 334. So I've finally have more than a third of a thousand posts. =D

Last day of lessons. Dunno whether to be happy or sad. Mr Lee's last lesson in NUSH... DDDD: WE'll miss you! You're an awesome teacher! Even though I know you'll probably never see this, thanks for everything. You're an inspiration, esp to my dream of being a teacher =D

Ahhh I want icecreammmmm D:

Tokio Hotel are awesome =D When they come I WANT TO GO. Like the only popular german band...

Wo-oh-oh~

I want to go to Mika, but I'm broke, and my parents wun allow anyway D: I like to sing his songs =D esp Love today =D

Everybody's gonna love today, any way you want to any way you got to love love me~

I can brown I can be blue I can be violet sky~

Haha this is turning into a music video post...

ZOMG THIS IS SOOOO FUNNY. Abit adult.. Audio, if you can call it that. And its porn, if a pink tank top and a black halter and a chicken suit and suspender and some guy opening and closing his (clothed) legs is porn

So damn funny xD Chat roulette is bloody funny. I've seen so many screenies and its so damn funny. So much wtfness in there.

English exam today... It was ok I guess.. AHHHH EXAMS ARE HERE!!! D= D= D= I dun wanna studyyyyyy D: But then again, I've been through so much this sem, I just want it to end...

I change the world, I can make it better.

2010-04-29T19:12:00.003+08:00

Ok. Yesterday was fail. Rained at the zoo while we were there, so we ended up stuck cuz teachers didn't allow us to go. And those people dun want to use umbrella... Tsktsk must take care of yourself yeah...

YAY yueqi owes me icecream now. But I'm going B&J tml, and I'll probably be treating, so in the end still I buy. Haha. Must spend all that money I brought to spend but didn't get to :D

English exma tml. But no one cares. You can't study for english one larh. So why bother. Thermo should have been today, but it was moved why DDD= Thermo test was screweddddd. I mean yeah I got high marks, but the questions were kinda screwed. Whatever. I don't care. I've never been happy about grades, only sad. Blame it on high expectations, an open mind, whatever. I seriously don't care about grades. I know many wouldn't agree, but its just a number, a percentage. Unless is really low, you shouldn't be worried about it. Really. Portfolio is more important. If you've got neither, get the portfolio. Its better. I believe that getting 4.7 CAP with next to nothing under your belt is not as good as getting 3.5 and having a truch load of comps inside your portfolio.

So tired. One more day. Last math lesson with Mr Lee D; I'm gonna miss him. He's an awesome teacher...

And I'm so sick of love song, so tired of tears, so done with wishing, you were still here... Nicobear I still miss you...

Lucky

2010-04-27T19:45:00.002+08:00

I'm reallyreally lucky. The trilogy I got from national library was really nice. FInished book one, and it was.. Beautiful. If anyone wants, ask me for it. its due in 6 weeks cuz I can renew. And the same goes for the other SF one. All 4 books I got were damn nice, even though I haven't read 2 of them. But I'm pretty sure they will be :)

And yes now that I've time since the hw is thinning out, I'm beginning to blog again! xD YAY tml go zooooooo xD And I'm gonna be nice and bring money and buy icecream for ppl. Probably my group members, and one pig called lohyueqi. I bet you're gonna win something. Then you buy me icecream instead. :)

And really. I books are nice. Not hard sf, but softer sf, without glaring errors when it come to laws of physics, just alot of contrived things like creatures. But its really beautiful, reminds me of that movie, Castaway, I think :/ Couldn't put it down today. It was just that good.

This is ownage

2010-04-26T11:14:00.004+08:00

So damn awesome. I wish I had his video editing skillz. And I guess coming up with it wasn't easy as well... And his voice is so nice. Jealous D=

English at com lab is sooooooo bbbooorrriiinnnggg! =( and exams are so soooooon D= I'm gonna die for everything yay.

And I decided to do chem honours:) Though I'm still unsure whether to take bio or econs. Why can't I take both DDD= Sigh this is so unfair.

Hmmm. If the way I think is a judge, I think I'm going to owe Clare a book. But I've still got till 2013 Jan 6th to save up like 20 bucks. LOL.

Oh noes books reminds me of my library books. I can't finish so many books in such a short time D: And X'mas I'm gonna have to buy alotalotalot of books and I have no money ): I hope I win something for IHPC else I'm gonna be reallyreallyreally broke. sigh. Better start saving up...

On a completely random note, MG is going to be cheaper =D the teatime thingy is so awesome. 5 bucks for 3 items. Got 6 choices. 2 apple pies, large fries, 4 nuggets, 2 mcwings, a coke float or a medium coke. Alot of savings! xDDDDD YAYAYAYAYAY now I can get my everyone books! Maybe...

Haha so random. I shall stop here. Can't be bothered to type on these lousy keyboards. And my fingers are damn cold. Can't type properly D=

Sex bomb, sex bomb, you're a sex bomb

2010-04-23T15:13:00.003+08:00

Sharne just sang that at the com lab. He didn't expect me to complete the line. LOL. So funny.

Argh SCREW THERMO. Change the date now I have to come to school one more day. ZzZzZz Stoopz larh. I mean, i'm not going to really go 204 chalet and stuff, since I'm not really close to the guys. (I know they might be reading this and all, but frankly, with them thinking that i'm a flirt and all, its pretty obvious why). But then again, I have to go back to school, and thats just @%#$!!1!111! yeah you get the point. Screw this. the concept of one hour lecture module is just stupid. One hour just isn't enough, even if it is acheivable in a classroom setting. We take too long to get there and get ready and stuff. Which sucks. I admit that we've got no discipline and all, and i'm no exception, but then again, we're year 4s! I'm not saying that its a completely stupid idea, just that I think that better planning might have been done for all this. I mean, we could've had 2 hours, and more classes. 3 classes per lecture is good enough for a start. sigh. Now I'm just gonna fail it all, like everyone. ZzZzZz

RAWR. I'm rambling again. SCHOOL SUCKS. RAWR.

So damn pisssssssed. OK I promised I would never swear if I could, so I shall not. But I'm still damn pissed.

On a totally random note, I DUNNO WHAT TO DO IN YEAR 5 AND 6!!!!! DDD= I'm confirmed math, phz honours, chem majors, not sure if honours, and either econs or goeg or bio... Probably not taking geog, so its either

Math, phz, chem honours econs major

Math, phz, chem honours bio major

Math, phz honours econs, chem major

Math, phz honours bio, chem major

ARGH. DUNNO WHAT TO TAKEEEEEE. DDD=

bbies, and gudniteysweetdreamx!!! Dream of me!!! xD

2010-04-19T18:43:00.002+08:00

Goodbye. You will be missed. I hope wherever you are you know I've already forgiven you...

Goodnight. Rest well.

Sorry.

2010-04-11T15:24:00.003+08:00

I'm sorry. For everything. For amking you concerned. You already have enough to worry about, but I made you worry more about something that you could've just ignored. Thanks for everything. I'll make up for it someday.

When I was younger
I screwed up my life
And cursed at the wind
I broke my own heart
And you watched
As I tried to reassemble it

And then I swore that
I would never let myself forget
And that was the day that I promised
I'd never sing of love
Cuz it does not exist

And darling,
There, is, no damn exception
There, is, no damn exception
There, is, no damn exception
There, is, no damn exception

And now I know, somewhere
Deep in my soul
That love doesn't last
And we've got to find other ways
To make it alone
Keep a straight face

And I've never lived like this
Keeping a comfortable, distance
And up until now
I had sworn to myself that I
Couldn't bear, the loneliness

Because none of it is ever worth the risk

Well, There, is, no damn exception
There, is, no damn exception
There, is, no damn exception
There, is, no damn exception

Love and life are such horrid things. Everywhere I look I see things that are more negative than positive. And even though I try, I know I can never change it. And even though I want to, I can never do anything about it.

Why give one hope when in the end, its not going to work out?

FML.

Losing interest

2010-03-28T14:12:00.003+08:00

I'm just losing interest. I had something to fight for once, but now theres nothing at the end to want. And even if the journey is whats important, it hardly seems significant. I know friendships and all are very important and I appreciate everyone who's been there, but I just can't find anything to be interested in. I can be happy, but only fleetingly when I'm around you people, and the moment its over, I just sink again. Into what I'm not sure, its more down and the typical down, worse than emo, in fact its worse than anything i've gone through. Its like, the pillars and walls I've been slowly building up over such a long time are just crumbling down all of a sudden. Not even a slow breaking up due to neglect or disrepair, its a rapid breaking up, like someone has been setting det charges along several key points, and blew them up. Now its a ruin, a burning wreck. Reparrable, but it will never be as it was, or might have been had it not gone up in flames.

My life is a wreck. And I'm to blame to not forseeing it and preventing it from happening.

I'm like flame gone out of control, while those around me were slowly burning and saving their fuel, I consumed it all, burning bright. Now that I've run out of fuel, I'm going to just be a smouldering heap of ashes, to be scattered by the wind.

UNDEAD THIS BLOG!

2010-03-28T11:34:00.002+08:00

WHOOPEE! Blog undeaded. So much going on that I hardly have time to blog. So much happened that I was supposed to blog about as well, but I dun have the time! What, 3 MGs, 1 CR, and so much more that I doubt I can ever put up here cuz they are.. Not for kids. Yeah thats the phrase.

ARGH why is Mio so damn complicated!!! Now I have to wait till July to get another phone. GAH.

I swear EVERYTHING is out to get me. So many things happening in such a short span of time. Gosh. My academics are going down the drain.

Math-I hate stuff that have infinite solutions

Cell Bio-I can't remember anything

Chem-I can't understand key concepts

Physics-Some things I'm not very clear about

Geog-I can't score

And most of all, no time to correct those things. Gosh. I'm going crazy. So many commitments and so much work. I feel like I'm going to explode.

NYP FAIL

2010-03-12T21:08:00.001+08:00

Damn bad. IT WAS FAIL. 2 fails in the same day. And different competitions. BOTH EXTERNAL comps. WTF.

SAFMC fail wasn't that bad. just that we were supposed to present at around 0900, ended up not even our turn at 1100 and I had to go off so I didn't present.

NYP SUCKS BALLS.

Nothing to say about first round, it was ok, finals first section was ok too, second section my only gripe was it was too hard. In fact, the 30 mark qns were harder than the 40-60 mark ones in the final section. WTF

FINAL ROUND WTFWTFWTF

They changed the &*()#%^!^()@#$* rules 5 times in 10 mins

First set of rules

Pick qn>emcee reads>anyone can buzz anytime>10s to answer, no matter if you interrupted the emcee or not. If answer wrongly, next team can buzz in for half the marks if correct

Why it fails

Whats the point of picking the question if anyone can answer? Then might as well just make it a buzzer without pick? And you can buzz, read, then answer, meaning its fastest finger, not who is more confident (means more skill)

Second set

Pick qn>emcee reads>anyone can buzz anytime>10s to answer, unless you interrupted emcee, which means you need to do so immeditely or count as wrong. If answer wrongly, next team can buzz in for half the marks if correct

Why it fails

They didn't enforce the count as wrong thingy. And its still a FFA

Third set

Pick qn>you answer within 10 seconds, no need to buzz, since the buzzers failed

Why it fails

No one gets to answe if the team who picked got it wrong.

Ok maybe not 5 times, but there were minor changes here and there, like not counting the questions, etc. But still, it fails big time. Since they implemented the rules in the middle of a cycle. Which means that not everyone had the same number of questions answered from the third set of rules.

Next thing. Picking.

For those who dunno, NYP chooses finalists based on each teams top scorers. They take each team, take top 4 scorers, add up, top 6 teams this way go in. I was fine with me not going, if not for the fact that RGS has this year 1 called Rebecca or something (sorry!) that got second top scorer, and was NOT in the finals. And RGS didn't get the top scorer award, which meant she got the top score in the RGS team. And she did not opt not to be in the finals or anything, when she got the award she was looking at it in her seat and looking lost.

Which meant that NYP failed. I mean, if they can make such a HUGE mistake, it might not be the only one. Our team might have been the BOTTOM 4 scorers for that matter. Which I do not doubt. Timo I'm ok with being there, since he can do it, Yi Chen ok since he is kinda smart, Hong Jie IDK WTF, since he slacks so hard, and Ewin WTF. Shes the reserve wtf.

Not gonna care liao. DAMN PISSED. And damn angry. Not jt for us, but for all the participating teams, ESP RGS, since it was really unfair to them. For us we do not know, but for them, its a real shame. Shes a really smart year 1, reminds me of myself in year 1, and its a waste. She can't see this, but really my heart goes out to her, being left out because of such a stupid mistake. Sigh.

MG+PARAMORE!

2010-03-08T21:17:00.014+08:00

DOUBLE AWESOMENESS =DDDD. MG was AWESOME! Free icecream! Went to vivo to get, and decided that my sense of morality overrode my greed and spent money at B&J. If you want a full account, read Clar's blog. As for the song

We're at Ben and Jerry's

Singing for free icecream

Standing at the counter looking really stupid

Time to list out all the flavours

That we want to eat right now

New york super fudge chunk, and some chocolate chip cookie dough

Lemonade Sorbet, phish food and some chocolate

I'd reckon its gonna be good

To eat some chunkie monkey

Coffee coffee buzz buzz buzz

Black Raspberry Yogurt

Ice cream

Add some cherry garcia for us

Strawberry vanilla

Icecream

To the tune of I'm yours, cuz that was the only song we all knew :X

After all that fun, and whatever is on Clar's blog, Tabby and I talked for like, 2+ Hours outside white sands. So cool. Not the kinda stuff you'd think a guy and a gal usually talk about of course, since we are after all the totally Bipolar twins... =D

Sunday was so epic. Met up with Clare, Kim and Clare's friend (was it Lianne? Or however you spell it? Sorry!) And watched Alice in Wonderland. No 3D, too bad, but it was still really cool. Too bad Johnny Depp doesn't get alot of lines as the hatter. Woulda been great if he had more lines to show his awesomeness...

Then we went and ate Ice cream while waiting for Shawn My treat, as it was during MG, cuz I was feeling generous... Then we went to eat, and found out everywhere was packed to the brim. GOt a seat at KFC, and we just chatted. CLARE I'M JEALOUS I WANNA GO TO FRANCEEEEEEEEE!!! NO FAIR! T.T

Then Shawn came, we ate, and went off the queue, where we met Clare's other friend. (what was her name again? Can't remember. Sorry!). Alot of randomness, and then we went INNNNN! XDDDD

So awesome. We got moved lower, which meant closer =D And the amount of people at the standing area was.. Crazy. So many fails though. People cheering when the curtains moved, even before the lights were dimmed =.= And everyone thinking there wouldn't be an opening act...

Anyways, Let the pics do the talking =D I'll pass the vids, but its just fulla my voice, cuz I was screaming and singing and stuff. At one point I was trying to hold my camera still to get the stage, whilst jumping and head banging and fist pumping with my other hand. I'm crazy. But then again, I'm TFOTN. HAHA.

PICS!

Not focused, sorry. This was the opening act, Monochrome. Not bad really, its an awesome chance for them, opening for such a big gig. I have 3 more of pics like this, but all not really focused. Blame the gay lights. It was a sensory overload. Like testing if anyone had epilepsy.

Clare and her friends, who were probably thinking something along the lines of "These ppl are CRAZY", After what I did =x

You know who we are =D

Another shot of crazy-ness

It says everything. When it appeared EVERYONE went wild

Just before they came onstage. Ask me for the vid (with me shouting ignorance =X). This be the first frame

HAYLEY ("HAYLEY WILL YOU MARRY ME?" -Shawn)

Hayley headbanging to the musicx. AWESOME.

After what, 10~15% of the people had left, it was STILL crowded.

Brother-sister bonding. Awwww.

Lol. So awesome! Just damndamndamn FUNNNNN. PARAMORE ROX! Haha. Still kinda high from it, just that school today was kinda zzz. Anyways, sorry for the late post =X Clare I'll pass you a thumb with everything inside, then you can pass the shawn and kim or something, IDK. Wait actually Kim can go for MG next week, so I can pass it to her as well. =D

Random addentum: I remember how crazy it was at the start before they started. I was telling Clare she can have custody, since.. NVM. =D And also me wondering if that was how going all the way felt like. After all, it was sweaty and high and tiring. Not sure about the screaming and bounching around on our feet part though... ^.^

Oh and one more thing. Kim and I were talking about forming a TFOTN band or something after U. Haha. We were like saying random stuff like erm...

I could re-pick up my drums which I haven't touched for damn long (I dun own a drum set, but I used to play) and maybe backup vocals

Tabby would be female vocals/acoustic guitar

Shawn would be male vocals

Kim could be keyboard

Clare electric guitar (Imagine that.)

Slime on bass (He has the feel)

Fon as backup vocals? IDK, hes Fon after all, a little crazy at times, but thats what we want, no?

Clar as the band manager (I suggested that, and somehow, it kinda fits LOL)

So well the main obstacles are erm, those with instruments learning them, with the exception of Tabby, since she can already play the acoustic guitar. And of course, Clar needing to practice managing our gigs. HAHAHA SO EPIC.

Easily the best weekend this year so far, and the best 45 mins this year so far too.

18 scoops

2010-02-25T21:44:00.005+08:00

Epicness really. It was initially 3, until Sharne cheap-shotted the entire menu. anyway, here are the songs that we wrote there. Sharnes one is with him, but I have mine and Ms Wu's which happen to be on B&J's serviettes.

Have to say though, I was nervous and screwed up the lines, but luckily theres no video.

Sung to the tune of Poker face
I wanna eat it like they do in Texas please
Scoop it, put it, serve it, eat it, baby stay with me
Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough
One scoop would be a start
And after I've been hooked
That'll be the end of this whole part

Oh, wo-ah, oh, wo-ah
To get me hot, show me what you've got
Oh, wo-ah, wo-ah-oh-oh-oh
To get me hot, show me what you've got

Can't stop my, can't stop my, can't stop my Ice-Cream craze
It has got me like nobody
Can't stop my, can't stop my, can't stop my Ice-Cream craze
It has got me like nobody

Give-me-some-free-ice-cream-give-me-free-ice-cream (Om Nom Nom Nom)
Give-me-some-free-ice-cream-give-me-free-ice-cream (Om Nom Nom Nom)
(last two lines are the p-p-p-poker face p-p-poker-face bits. Haha)

Sung to the tune of Love story
I was really hungry
when I first saw you
I closed my eyes
And the craving started
I wanna order
Chocolate fudge brownie

(Chorus bitty, since we're too lazy to come up with more lines that rhyme)
And it said
Come and eat me
I've been feeling so alone
I've been waiting
for you but you never come
Scoop me, eat me
I am really yummy
Its a love story
Baby just say yes.

Haha. Can't remember how Sharne's went, it was sung to the tune of bad romance though. Though I remember a line I came up with going "serve, serve counter lady, work it I'm a bitch crazy". And we came up with those lyrics over like, a hour or so. We are awesome. Mine even rhymes kay, so dun underestimate me. I shall come up with something along the tunes of Geek in the Pink now. Maybe someone else can sing it. Haha

Well let the geek in the pink take a stab at it
If you like a banana split baby wink at it
Its silly at times but chocolate therapy rhymes
Pass me the spoon and Imma finish it

Well isn't it delicious crazy the way they're giving scoops
You wanna get in on this, don't wanna miss it while they're serving
New york super fudge chunks won't do it
So we're gonna ask for chocolate chip cookie dough

And I don't care what you might think about me
You'll get by without me if you want
I can order some more ice-cream
And baby we could eat until we scream
If you never try it
You're gonna waste it
And sugar dun forget what you already know

That I could be the one to order more
You can get that much or a little more
Don't judge it by the flavour, confuse it for another
You might regret what you let slip away like
This five scoops of ice-cream

Ok I concede its not very good, but hey, thats 5 minutes of work, its good enough for 5 scoops, and thats gonna be able to feed 5 people. Which is alot. Cuz 5 scoops are like, 25 bucks =\
A chocolate therapy bananasplit (3 scoops) and a scoop of New York Super Fudge Chunks as well as a scoop of Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough. Wow thats alot.

I best be on my way home

2010-02-22T21:08:00.002+08:00

SLI I mean. Epic fail. I mean, seriously. I have nothing against the SLs, they're doing a relatively good job keeping the peace, its the administration. Every time this year you'll hear me rant about SLI, and trust me, you'll understand if you saw things the way I do.

Epic fail SLI fact number one: Our GOH was none other than the Principle himself. Fail much?
Epic fail SLI fact number two: The booklet which they gave out looked bloody unprofessional.
Epic fail SLI fact number two part one: sinfonia is an ITALIAN word, not Spanish
Epic fail SLI fact number two part two: the school logo at the back of the booklet was PIXELATED
Epic fail SLI fact number two part three: The way they organised the names was.. Stupid. Names like "Nicholas Leong Yun Zheng " were wrapped, so they now look like two names "Nicholas Leong" and "Yun Zhen"
Epic fail SLI fact number two part four: The fonts and tables inside look like amertuerish. Like some kinda colouring book.
Epic fail SLI fact number three: Actually this is an epic fail for all SLIs. Why the hell do every school who think they are a good school invite other schools they think are good schools/neightbours to their SLIs? Its not as important as you think to show the other schools that you have leaders. Any neighbourhood school has them too, and they are probably of the same standard.
Epic fail SLI fact number four: There was flag to sing to when we ssang the school song. And why were the lyrics displayed? This is orientation, and other schools certainly aren't gonna sing. and lastly, TODAY IS MONDAY WE JUST SANG THE SCHOOL SONG IN THE MORNING
Epic fail SLI fact number five: All the music ambassadors', green ambassadors' and NEAs' names were in the booklet. Seriously. Music ambassadors dun count. When did you see Stephanie Sun lead our nation in music appreciation? And even if she did, she wouldn't be a member of parliament
Epic Fail SLI fact number six: Actually this is just a epic fail SL fact, but whatever. We have an astounding number of "leaders" lets count. Green "A"s (zuobo), NEAs (compete with council), Music "A"s (zuobo), Council (used to be Council AND PSLs) (plan funny useless student initatives that nobody cares much about), Mentor reps (take attendance), Subject interest groups (WTH? They're leaders? Leaders in subjects maybe, but still abit pointless), Cca leaders (Lead Cca, only really vital one IMO), House Caps (ok, maybe important, but they hardly do much. Either that, or I dun see whatever they are doing). That makes 8 student leader boards, 9 if you count the swallowed PSLs that were once seperate from council. Best thing, people from these leadership boards make up roughly half of our school population. As nicneo says, we probably have more SLs than the US cabinet. Next time I'll recommend to the school to put subject reps as student leaders. Its an important task to collect homework. Really. Then we can have a student-to-leader ratio of LESS THAN ONE. WOOHOO
Epic fail SLI fact number seven: When the heads of the leaders when to collect what I call their "badges of power", the SLs under that section had to stand up from their seats in the front, about turn, bow, turn and sit down. Fail much?
Epic fail SLI fact number eight: They "performed" a dance. It was a Black Hip Hop number titled goodies. With all due respect, I know Raghav is kinda "black", but seriously, that was stupid. The fact that you danced was stupid, and the choice of song was even more stupid.

Well I could continue on and on and on, but Lets just keep at this so my keyboard doesn't die. Its a joke, and I wouldn't mind giving up a chance to be Pres or VP or any ecxo of astro if it meant I didn't have to be in the part of the school that we call SLs. Its seriously.. SCREWED

Next time you point your finger I'll point you to the mirror

2010-02-22T10:11:00.007+08:00

Blogging in school, supposed to be doing geog now, but I'm slacking off and not really bothering. Sheesh. Haven't been blogging for so long. Year 4 is really incondusive to blogging. Theres either just no time, or nothing of note to blog about. Life sucks.

School is pretty crazy this week, tests and quizzes everyday, and I end later than normal, which is already very late. Its like, I end at 1400 or so today, 1800 on Tuesday, later than 1800 on Wednesday since my SMP is moved there cuz we can't go today cuz of SLI, which I find a pointless thing. 1600 on Thursday, and ofcourse the usual 2130 or so on Friday. And aturday will probably be spent and YongKiat's house doing the wings and adaptor of the plane or the earthquake thingamajiggy. Sheesh. So damn busy. I NEED REST! Can't even go to MG, there hasn't been one for a shockingly long peroid of time. Damn.

I guess I'm just gonna impromptu my geog presentation like I impromptu most of my presentations. Not gonna care. Just gonna get the materials I need as evidence like, 5-10 mins before the presentation, memorise it quickly, present, make a fool of myslef by making politccally incorrect and provocative statements, and then forget everything. Thats a pretty good action plan (I dun usually plan this far)

Gotta go. I wanna go check the lyrics for more paramore songs =D Cya.

*edit* screw IE. It wun even let me put a line between my paragraphs. I'll edit this at home I guess.

What hurts the most

2010-02-16T04:46:00.004+08:00

Ok I know its an ungodly time to blog, but since its so damn late/early, and I couldn't sleep, I might as well do my work, which is piling up really bad. Just look at the ridiculous amount of stuff that we have for hw

17 Feb, Wednesday

- [HCL] 剪报 due

- [HCL] 议论文 due [论交友]

- [CL] 剪报 1

- [CL] 作业 5

- [CL] 公函

- Chem DIY page 9, 12 [Check email for ans]

- Math Revision Worksheet [mock paper] due

Like, Whatthehell jianbao gonghan and zuowen!??!?! Shit we're so damn screwed. Besides that I have ****loads of work cuz of my elects. Why the hell did I think I was so smart, go take so many??? zzz

I can't take the stress liao. Its like, seeing the amount of work makes me not want to do it. I had to bring this upon myself. Sheesh.

GAH. I guess even if i had a time turner I would still have to do the work. So better get started.

Sheesh. I din know I sleep smsed. I've heard of ppl doing it, but I never thought it was true. Ahhh well, if I can cut an apple nicely sleepwalking, I guess I can text a coherent message sleep-smsing. Now to figure out what I sent, since I deleted it while asleep apparently.

Take me on a trip I'd like to go somewhere

2010-02-13T12:13:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was awesomeeeee!!! So damn cool. Thans for all the gifts. Lets see what I got.

A paper rose and a cadbury chocolate from Sharne (he gave like nearly everyone)
A nougat bar and a card from Sharmaine. Thanks!
Ferrero Rocher from Fatinn
3 marshmellows and 2 cookies from ShiHui and Cherie
A cookie from from WeiTieng
Choclate bar thingo from Tabby

Thanks ya! So awesome. V day is the most awesome shit ever. Like, when Shi Hui came running down with that big bouquet of flowers to weitieng, tha was like the most WOW gift I've ever seen. I mean, its sweet, and not over the top. I bet all the girls were like completely totally jealous haha

Fellowship reunion dinner was pretty awesome. Haven't seen mook for like, soooo long.

And we found out about Tabby's admirer! And this is advice from a entirely polar freternal twin: Give him a chance. After all, you're the first he's confessed to, must mean that you're better than the rest of the others yeah.

And shawn is right. As we get older, the convos become more horny. Sheesh.

Anyways, it was awesome. Thats all that matters. It really feels like a cr, with that "This feels so damn good, I cant believe we pulled it off" feeling I always get after a CR or an awesome mg, like the Neil Gaiman one. Too bad i din get to see teachers D= But national day I promise I will.

Sweet 16!

2010-02-06T23:16:00.009+08:00

Not for me of course, but for my mei. Haha. 30 more minutes or so of being 15 for her. And I'm not getting her anything =X I feel so damn bad... And I remember I still owe her a meal and she still owes me chocs. Haha that was from like, year 3 sem 1 LOL.

YAY SMPF presentation overrrr! Now I have one less thing to worry. So now my projects are

Bio plant press-Yk's house next sat should settle it

Chem Demons day-Wednesday. Again I feel horrible for doing next to nothing except being the captain whosnever at the helm.

Physics photo comp-That one is screwed. Dunno what to take photo of, and our scope sucks so bad theres no point in trying anything fancy in the sky.

IHPC SF-March hols hopefully. And I'm writing it bit by bit. Main problem being, you know when you write a story and it goes out of control cuz the characters just seem to do things on their own and really come to life based on how you created their personalities and that ends up screwing you nice plotlines, if one even exists? Yeah thats happening to me right now. In fact, that happens to every one of my feeble attempots at any story longer than 1.5k words. Sheesh. I gotta take my characters in hand.

SMP-mondays, nuff said

Research Congress- Wayne's gonna do it, and I'm gonna feel damn bad and guilty again. Shit.

Econs presentation-week after next, one step at a time...

Math journal-Another dose of guilt. Stacy and mei gonna do so much while I do the "difficult but short, no need time-wasting research" parts

Bio mini-docu-Long long into the future, dun care first

The other Bio project, whatever it is-its far far away in the future, so I'm not gonna care

WOW thats alot of work, but thats also alot of excuses... =S I'm such a horrible person. Maybe I do deserve the guilt.

Sheesh why the hell is everyone around me getting attached? (and I'm not?)

Sigh. Life sucks. But at least I have time for a really ranty, piss-y, angsty blog post

Busy Busy Busy

2010-01-31T21:23:00.003+08:00

I'm busy, but I think other people are even more busy. I guess all I can say is Jiayou!

And Clar, just in case you're wondering, I check your blog for updates daily. Tho I dun comment unless theres a new post or tag

And Clare, in response to you wondering if anyone reads your wordpress, I check all 3 of your blogs daily too. Just kinda like open crap loads of tabs everyday when I use the com to read every single blog on my favs. And just so you know, I'm still super jealous (and I bet quite alot of people are) about your $100 kino voucher, and if you want a list of stuff you wanna do befoer you die, I gotta a feeling (woo hoo) that your is gonna be quite similiar to mine haha. Link here anyways. And dun worry bout the money. Its ok since you're not gonna run away with it.

And I might not be able to go back to SHPS for long cuz of SMP >.< Feel like ponning. Sheesh. You guys all going back right???

Total $(%^(#&_^&#$@

2010-01-28T19:23:00.004+08:00

Its Man U fans I'm talking about, not my life. At least my life doesn't throw beer bottles at people. Seriously. I mean, they're that horrible. I blame the fans for the goals they scored 2 minutes later. Its obvious that that was the turning point in the game (the first goal) and I blame the fans for it. I mean, you could see that everyone was kinda put off by that attack.

First a coin, and then 3 bottles, still half full with whatever vile liquid that man u fans drink. And its not isolated. People online in the forums are saying alot of shit right now. Lemme show you. Following posts online not edited at all.

B1GJ4V:

to be honest he deserved it

i was just disappoint that the bottle didnt hit fully in the centre of the head! he needs some sense knocking in to him

that guy is jus a proper typical A55!

some people just ask for getting hit! shame ferdinand couldnt wallop him! i would love to have seen r.keane playing! if that was me id headbutt him!

UTD RULE MANCHESTER NOT MAN CITY!

Join that group on facebook people! ;)

suky:

i say it was done for the best

if that cocky p**** wants to play dirty with out players hes got another thing coming.

we love our players and we aint going to let any chav trying to harm them or wat not in anyway and he should get that in his head for next derbys because he will be treated the same

i wish i an meet the person who threw it at him becasue i would like to thank him personly

hes a real manchester united fan

After I saw that happen, I thought, "There, that's it. The FA must be rubbing their hands now with those evil-looking eyes. Now they have a chance of ruining our season that we made with so much hard work with a severe punishment." I'm beginning to get really worried now.

However, I do feel that the idiot Bellamy had it coming. He was harrassing poor Rafael, bullying him and irritating him. Thank God Rafael did not get himself red carded.

To the fan who threw the coins and bottles, thank you for giving it to him. You have relieved the anger towards him out of all of us. But please, don't try this again. We could get severely punished for this. Next time, stick to swearing him and slating him. Insult his mom or something, but next time, do not throw stuff at him, because the FA would then certainly punish us. If not them, then UEFA or FIFA.

For that shameful fan who threw beer bottle..

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.. .. HOW COULD YOU MISS BELLAMY?? YOU SHOULD HAVE HIT HIM ON THE HEAD!!!!

Seriously man, What the hell? No sportsmanship, no class, not even proper grammar and spelling! Goodness most of man u fans are asses. And what do they expect Bellamy to do, huh? Stand there and give the louts a larger target to hit? Stoopz shit

To sum it all up, Man U play really dirty at times. Yeah sometimes they're brilliant, but sometimes they're just asses.

And basically, this is how Man U play.

Ahhh well, something to poke fun at man u I guess.

Manchester United's march towards the 2003/04 Premiership title continued today with a stunning display at White Hart Lane. The Super Reds went ahead just before the kick-off when Giggs was sent away down the left wing.

His cross was handled on the half way line by a Spurs defender and a penalty was awarded for this cynical foul. Ruud Van Nistlerooy stepped up to slot the ball home for United's 33rd penalty of the season. It was no more than United deserved.

The 15th minute saw the Super-Smashing Reds go two up after Jamie Redknapp was penalised for coughing just outside the area. David Beckham's resultant free kick was slightly miss-hit, but even if the keeper was not being pinned to the floor by Roy Keane, he would not have saved it. 2-0. It was no more than United deserved.

The 21st minute saw more trouble for Spurs when Mariccio Tarrico was sent-off for enquiring about the referee's Man United shirt. However two minutes after the interval Spurs struck back after an amazing piece of good fortune. The referee's assistant could only parry Simon Davies' shot and Robbie Keane thumped the ball home. Confusion reigned for 10 minutes as the entire Manchester United squad surrounded the referee, arguing that the referee's assistant had been fouled 15 minutes earlier. The referee grudgingly had to give the goal even though he racked his brain for a reason to disallow it.

Alex Ferguson was furious and rushed down from his seat in the stand to the dugout, knocking over a number of blind, disabled, pensioners in wheel-chairs on the way down. Fortunately, things settled down again as Paul Scholes took a long-range shot, which deflected off the corner flag but had clearly crossed the line, 3-1. It was no more than United deserved.

Just after the restart, un-sportsmanlike Dean Richards was dismissed for making ridiculous claims for a penalty after Roy Keane had nearly decapitated Robbie Keane. The referee and his assistant missed the incident as they were both asking David Beckham for his autograph, but replays showed that Keane's flying kung-fu kick, followed by a forearm smash was clearly unintentional.

Ten minutes later Ferguson took off Beckham and replaced him with Nicky Butt, Ole Gunnar Solskjaer, and Diego Forlan. Wonderful, wonderful Man United's 4th came shortly after. Robbie Keane was caught offside just outside the Spurs penalty area and Beckham's free-kick thundered in after deflecting off the underside of the flood lights. It was no more than United deserved.

The super, marvel, wonder Reds kept the pressure on until the bitter end. In the 98th minute Ledley King conceded a free kick just outside his own area for blatantly glancing at the referee. Giggs stepped up and proceeded to chip the ball right into the referee's path and he made no mistake from 10 yards. Goal number 5 and it was no more than United deserved.

Van Nistlerooy slotted home number 6 from the penalty spot after Freund went down with a broken leg. Fortunately Roy Keane was nearby when it happened and, after running 50 yards, he was able to bring the incident to the referee's attention. Unfazed by Freund's cynical tactics, protruding bone and spraying blood, the referee sent him off for diving (and time wasting) and awarded United the penalty. Van Nistlerooy cheekily chipped the ball over the keeper and the crossbar, but the referee decided that it was a goal, because based on past records, Van Nistlerooy rarely missed.

When the final whistle went after 33 minutes of injury time, Spurs traipsed off with their heads low, having been taught a footballing lesson by what is by far the greatest team the World has ever seen. As the losers hit the showers, a superb flowing movement by United culminated with a fine diving header by Alex Ferguson
and it was 7-1. However the referee decided that it was such a good goal, it should count double.

8-1 then - and it was no more than United deserved.

And If you're wondering, yes, I woulda still posted this if man city had won.

Stress

2010-01-24T12:43:00.002+08:00

Its something I have to deal with I guess. Can't believe the amount of stuff I have to do. Actually its pretty ok, except that I waste alot of my time doing random stuff that I don't need to do, like gaming and slacking.

Ahhh how I wish I didn't need to sleep... 6-8 extra hours a day to do hw, and still waste my time!

Sigh. Life really sucks. But year 4 is pretty fun I guess, just tiring, and hiong. I don't know what possessed me to take 3 elects, but I did, and its still pretty ok in terms of work load. Only problem is that they take up so much time, and I need that time to do my hw! Sheesh.

I want to live in hostellll DDDDD= Saves me what, 3 hours of time everyday... T.T

Alright. I guess I gotta go do my work now. Cya!

Take care of yourself yeah

2010-01-13T20:20:00.003+08:00

Well, I've been using that phrase quite a bit, and not just on Clare, who seems to be sick/ending late all the time and not getting enough rest either way. Hope I wun become like that. And I know I said I wouldn't be posting on weekdays, I am now since I has good news, for me at least.

I WUN BE ENDING SCHOOL AT 6 EVERYDAY WOOO

This week changed my entire timetable

Monday-The mentor said we only needed to go there once a week, not twice, which means only Monday ending at 6+++
Tuesday-Econs completely moved, now my slot is during breaks and free periods, but i'm moving my Physics O from Thurs 1600-1800 to the Tues 1400-1600 one, which was the original econs one. Although that means that I would have a 6 hour slot chock full of lessons. 1200-1300 Chinese, 1300-1400 Econs, 1400-1600 Physics O 1600-1800, Chem O.
Wednesday-I don't need to do Da Vinci, which is really torture. I mean, godammit I've done one entire research and I'm doing my next and now you tell me you want me to take research methodology?!?! FAIL much? But yeah I wouldn't need to take it YAY. Excet for like 6 sessions which is conducted by the SMP ppl. I'm hoping I can reschedule my SMP sessions so that those sessions I'm at NUS. So that the monday I can go home at 3 instead of 6 =D and still pon the dumdum class.

Ok I bet you didn't understand the last para, or even skipped it since it was such a large chunk of text. But whatever. In essence, I'M FREE TO GO HOME AT 4 INSTEAD OF 6 WOOO. Sounds stupid, but 2 hours sis alot of time...

Really sweet duet

2010-01-08T23:59:00.002+08:00

Anyone remember this song? Long long ago there was a Singaporean guy called Ou De Yang.. Like really long ago. When we were P2 or so I think? The songs were quite nice... Haha. For those who dunno, heres the song

Just found out recently that Lin Yi Chen Sang a song, like a reply to that song. Really sweet. Sorry for gushing, but the lyrics are nice, and thats something that you rarely find in songs nowadays.

Haha can imagine a duet taking lyrics from both songs. I bet It'll sound really nice, like Wu Ding or Liang San Bo Yu Zhu Li Ye. Can't be bothered to type chinese... Haha. I dunno why I'm blogging about music at midnight. Guess I'm just bored. Big time. LOL.

Can't believe I still know the lyrics to this

This song also very nice... Xing Fu Che Zhan. I remember I used to sing it allthe time in p6 or something. Damn long ago... Haha the mvs are damn wierd. Lol

Ok I think I should go get some sleep... Oh and I'm not going MG tml, I need to rest and get work done on the com D=

Is there anybody home?

2010-01-08T21:25:00.002+08:00

Well, the answer to that is no. I have no time to blog except on Fridays and weekends from now on. Posts then would be like damn short and ranty and angsty and bitchy, else I would waste my time to post. Year 4 is crazy, and its only week one. OMG

I end at everyday. Yeap. 6pm. 1800 hours.

Mon-SMP, go to NUS at 1500, dunno end when, but definately not early
Tues-Econs 1400-1600, Chem O 1600-1800
Wed-same as Mon
Thurs-Physics O 1600-1800
Fri-Astro. Need I say more?

Ok so maybe not 6, but around there, at least. I'm gonna drop Econs if I find the first lesson boring though... Really high chance, unless I really enjoy the lessons, like Year 3 Sem 1 Geog. Or Year 3 sem 2 Physics. Otherwise, Its byebye econs, so I have more time to do HW.

Sigh. Life sucks.

Its for my year5 and 6, thats what I'm telling myself. I'm gonna put myself through hell so that I can have a better future of sorts...

Hohoho Mae Hwee was on the cc for the physics O email. I'm hoping shes gonna be one of the teachers! Like last year Zhao Ye took us for physics for first term... xD

Ahh well, can't talk much. Gotta enjoy myself while I still can.

I fail

2010-01-03T15:20:00.003+08:00

I tried to edit the skin a little. Ended up failing... My HTML skills are gone. Dammit.

Now the blog feed button is gone, and theres a gaping hole in the upper right corner =S

Why am I so stupid...

This Is really good. Singaporean music isn't that bad after all... Rmb to open in Popup, it supposed to be a popup...

Tonight's gonna be a good good night

2009-12-31T22:03:00.002+08:00

That song is 987fm's number 1 song in the 987 countdown. ROFL

LOL

Happy new year guys!

And I do read the 612 blog, infact, i bookmark it, and use it to get to my blog.

I just dun blog there.

Heck I rarely blog here anymore. Sheesh.

YEAR 4! WOAH SO FAST

SIX YEARS! OMG CAN'T BELIEVE IT!
one more year till I'll tell her I love her

Resolutions

2009-12-30T21:30:00.002+08:00

Yeap, its that time of the year again, when we make our resolutions and try oh so hard to keep them... Haha

Well here goes nothing

Academic (more or less)
1. Sleep earlier
2. Not fall sick so much
3. Finish all homework and hand up on time
4. Get at least B for Chinese
5. CAP 4.5
6. Not screw up SMP
7. Win something for NYP
8. Get good enough grades so I can do honours in any subject I want (more options)
9. Get something decent for all the competitions that I participate in

Personal Life
1. Control my temper
2. Sing moar
3. Win tickets for a concert from 987 and bring peeps along xD
4. Get to know more ppl, and know ppl I already do better
5. Tell her I love her
Other random stuff
1. CRX, CRXI, CRXII, need I say more?
2. Get nicer x'mas presents for ppl
3. Buy books/albums YAY
4. Get a lappie for hostel the year after next

Well, thats the more important ones, alot others, but yeah I'm lazy, and I can't think properly, not after all the crap that happened today.

PLS COME TO MG!

2009-12-29T11:27:00.002+08:00

Really. Next MG is really special. To me at least. I mean, we would've known each other for SIX years next mg. Exactly six. So yeah. WOOTS!

CRIX was awesome

2009-12-22T20:20:00.002+08:00

I'm really tired now, so I'm just going to blog a little.

I was late
Noelle Squiffie Cuddlesworth abbreviated is NSC
Noel backwards in Leon
Clare was late, and looked like she had a real bad hangover
There are more subtle points to tell the difference between hangover and pms
Two people walking fast doesn't motivate others to, but three does
Kbox is confusing
Drinks are expensive
Shawn came really late
We sang and laughed alot
Clare can't hit The River, and likes Dance Floor Anthem cuz its lower
I can't sing quite a few songs without falsetto
Shawn has awesome vibrato
Only Clare and I know Your Call
Kim has awesome range. She actually hit Remember Me
Slime and Mala looked really bored
Singing like that gives you a sore throat really fast
We forgot to queue alot of songs that we wanted
Shawn loves his new Lady Gaga album (now you can't say you've never gotten a awesome x'mas present)
Everyone got a present, including Clare xD I'm really nice
Fon doesn't like the way his present is small but the wrapper is huge
Bowling is expensive
We can't bowl to save our lives
Playing cards on the fifth floor isn't allowed
Its now habit to call Clare mum
White Sands Macs is a really good place to talk about anything
And I mean anything
Dreams
Music
Life
School
How to improve your Chinese exam scores
Relationships
Telepathy
And a whole lot more
We left feeling really high
The end

Ok a few last things
Please confirm dates you are NOT free for during Dec hols 2010 by Aug 2010
I should change "getting laid" to "Join the mile high club" in my 20 things I wanna do before I die list

Dropping points

2009-12-20T15:34:00.002+08:00

Man City, who else?

I've seen them drop 8 points in the last few games, and I think we we're close enough to doing htat last night. Unbelieveable, our defense, at times. And why sack Mark Hughes? He needs time to gel the team together, since its almost new. I mean, sixth place isn't good enough? A game in hand, two points clear of Liverpool, 4 from Tottemham and six from Villa. A win from that brings us to within a point of Tottenham, and three to Villa. Thats not reall that bad, is it? Plus we still have a Carling Cup semi-final to play against Man U.

Well, at least Santa Cruz scored. Seeing as its so close to X'mas, Santa has to score, no? But I think out of all the players so far, the only ones who have been worth their price tags were Bellamy and Given, and maybe Tevez, just to spite Man U fans. That said, Tevez seems to be a rather selfish player at times, soloing swaths of defenders, and coming out on tops. Not that I disapprove when he retains possssion, but more often that not, he tries a shot that is easily blocked, instead of passing to an unmarked teammate.

Bellamy, on the otherr hand, is an awesome team player, not to mention he is damn bloody fast. Like Rooney, except minus the attitude, and lasting longer. It scary seeing his legs pumping so fast and taking him thirty, forty yards in 5 seconds. Damned fast, damn scary. Perfect buy, IMO.

Ireland deserves some kudos too, I guess. He's been at City before the take over, and I think he deserves it. Geovanni ought to have stayed at City two seasons ago as well, but too bad he was underperforming. Look at him now. Last season's top scorer for Hull, and now also a pretty potent striker. Anyways, Ireland is a decent player, pretty good, and I've never seen him get a card, ever. Not this season at least,

Now all we need is to patch up the pathetic defence. Our marking fails, as anyone who watches all the goals can see. Sometimes, as demonstrated by Adebayor during the match against Chelsea, the defense helps the ball in. Goodness! We need a tall guy in our defence, and while I do not doubt Lescott and Bridge and Toure, it seems sometimes as if the defence lets in goals just to see if they can grab the lead again with enough time to spare to let in another one! Throwing away leads, no mtter how small, costs points, and as I have mentioned above, we already lost eight in recent games. What I'm thinking of is someone tall and imposing in the back four, like Terry, or maybe Dunne (both 1.87m).

Sheesh. I seem to be only able to blog about soccer or music nowadays. I guess I'm going to blog ALOT about CRIX then, since its all about music. Life is boring, shit theres nothing that interests me anymore, and I'm not even an office worker yet. Dammit.

Official report: MGXXXII

2009-12-19T20:07:00.003+08:00

Mg today was fun. Shawn, Slime, Mala and Clar turned up. Shawn was should be can tho, so it was the four of us at first. First MG in a month or two that we sat down at the children's section. Dunno why, we just spontaneously did, and read. Really quiet, until Shawn came along.

Mg really needs Shawn/Fon/Kim to make it lively. Its really quiet otherwise... So you three better come next time! Or not. Seeing as MG XXXV onwards would be really MG, as in Mugger Groups, instead of Lets sit down and slack and talk and have loads of fun Groups. Hehe

Anyways, we sat for awhile at the Library, and then went off to Macs. Most of the talk at macs was about music and CRIX. Shawn is going to sing Single Ladies, and a Celine Dion song. We've got three hours there, 12 to 3. I've booked already. It'll be around 15 or so, but bring extra. Includes a lunch set and a drink or two as well, I think...

Hehe, I'm gonna make everyone sing something embarrassing. Shawn is volunteering to sing something embarrassing, and its not going to be hard to nudge Fon in the right direction, but as for Clar, Mala and Clare... I've got a few things or two as incentives... xD

Anyways, we talked mostly about music, and how we would have known each other for six years in two weeks or so. SIX YEARS CAN YOU BELIEVE IT? OMG.

Can't believe I'm going to be a year 4 so soon. AHHH I'll be the most senior one in Astro comps junior section!!! OMG! Unbelieveable, how time flies. I still remember CRV, which was a year ago, like it was last week, and getting our PSLE results like it was last month! Goodness!

Ahh time really flies... OBS seemed like yesterday!

Anyways, Slime had to go to Suntec City, so he took the other train, while the four of us messed around with a brochure about phones with kinky messages. Really fail, some of them are. I mean, why would a guy be smiling and telling the whole world that he send a kinky sms to his professor instead of his girlfriend? Eek. Really deserves a place on failblog for lousy marketing strategy.

MG was awesome and fun, but I guess I'm just tired, so I'll leave it at this. You wanna read more, go to Clar's blog.

I'm bored

2009-12-18T13:03:00.002+08:00

Bored to death. GAH. CRIX confirmed already, just need to confirm the time... Not sure when Shawn is free, and I still to make reservations, just in case...

Damn.

AHHHH SHAWN IF YOU SEE THIS TAGGGGGGG

If today was your last day...

Nice song, and I was thinking, what are some things I wanna do before I die? I mean, I've talked about it before, but I guess its time to write it all down. So here you have, the 20 things I wanna do before I die

1. Bungee Jumping!
2. Go sky diving!
3. Scuba diving somewhere where the water is actually blue and clear
4. Fire a high powered, homemade gun
5. Blow something up! xD
6. Knock someone out with a well placed punch
7. Screw someone (no really. If you lived >25 years without doing it even once, your life is sad)
8. Appear on TV (well, I've done that before, but lets just put it here)
9. Earn >10k a month, even for one month
10. Spend more than 500bucks on a meal (Its the high life!)
11. 100% cocoa chocolate, need I say more?
12. Get a sword collection
13. Get a gun collection
14. Swim with a whale
15. Pilot a private helicopter/plane
16. Get into a serious relationship
17. Travel at Mach 1
18. Fill up a room or two with a collection of books
19. Buy a sweet ride (anything with more than 1000 horsepower)
20. As a bonus, win a Darwin award for any of the above. Haha

I AM SERIOUSLY BOREDDDDDDDDDDD

I'm bored

2009-12-15T13:49:00.002+08:00

Nothing to do at home. Sheesh. Another really short post I guess...

You better watch out, you better don't cry, you better not shout, and I'm telling you why
Cedward Cullen is coming to town
He sees you when you're sleeping, he knows when you're awake
He knows if you've bleeding or not, so please use that band-aid!

X'mas is coming! YAYYYYYY

I feel like giving in and getting an album for myself, but I HAVE NO $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ T.T